rambling, word vomit.
8th period keyboarding again. mondays are the worst ever esp since im looking forward to an amazing weekend away from everything here and maybe i will be very happy cause ill have a lot of fun up in connecticut with amazing girls<3 im looking forward to the ferry ride too that's so pretty maybe ill take pics if i can somehow fix my camera.
i want a new camera for christmas cause mine is shit but i don't think ill get it but either way i know which one i want. i want to start taking pictures like i promised myself i would bc i really like to and its so fun and i can't take photo this year so im going to make the best of the fall (cold :(..)and take pictures on my own. hmm yup.
i also want an itrip and jeans and a lot of clothes for christmas but it's a little to early to start thinking about that even though i already have a countdown going. 41 days. yup. im gonna make christmas awesome this year. and im going to apply at king kullen this week. lol w/e its a job, and it's easy, and it's by my house. yup. and ill save up money for christmas presents and be able to get people good stuff this year. it will be goooooooooood.
lately for some reason i have been thinking about college a lot, i think its cause lauren is already doing a lot of work for college cause of soccer scholarships and sometimes i help her a lil bit and it scares me bc in one year im going to be applying to colleges and im probably going to regret taking school as such a joke right now so im gonna get down to business. really though, i mean it now. and even scarier, in like a year and a half.. maybe a bit more, were all going to be peacing out for college. i know mostgirlsmy age want to go to school and get away from everything and be on their own and start something new but im scared to death and i like things just the way they are and i know the people who mean a lot will stick around but blah. i think im almost positive i want to go to school in the city. and i would really like to go to a good school. i want to go to nyu but someone told me the housing is madgay, and yea i don't know. im going to start looking into stuff. im gonna go for psych i think. maybe. i have more ideas about whawt i want to do but i can't get them out of my head. w/e i don't have to figure it out yet. i want to work with people though.
or how cool would it be to work for a magazine somehow. i dont know theres soo many things i want to do, and im definitely doing something fun that makes me happy.
i am rambling to the maximum capacity today. for the last 2 weeks i have done nothing but think nonstop. its annoying. and this helps i think a little.
today after school im gonna clean my room its gross. it's not like unorganized its just like acutally dirty. so ill get a vacuum and windex and sutff and scrub it down.
yup. there's close to 20 minutes left in this period. last night i downloaded the most recent boys night out cd i don't know when it came out but w/e i love it. the song "relapsing" is i think my favorite song at the moment.. its so good. that and "the words 'best friend' become redefined" by chiodos. 2 really good songs. listen to them. listen to them while you're drinking tea reading second helpings in your bed. oh boy that is definitely what i am doing after school today. after i clean my room, that is. i wish i could listen to my ipod right now but that isn't going to happen with this sub.
i used to never admit when i liked boys and deny it and stuff, and then i stopped. and i learned that i probably did that bc i fall really hard really fast. so im going to stop immediately and go back to my old ways of denial.
i have to start driving lol. im too scared bc my parents' cars are huge and i can;t turn. i seriously can not turn the automobile. AH.
i want to have a good talk with someone new, someone who i have like never had a heart to heart with. someone who will honestly open up to me and talk to me, but also listen to me. and someone who will give me another perspective on things. i would like that a lot. if anyone's up for that i/m me.
yup dkjsdlkf i guess i should end this. nobody will read it. but WHATevaVevaVEA byweBYEbyeByebYEbyeBYebYE!
i want a new camera for christmas cause mine is shit but i don't think ill get it but either way i know which one i want. i want to start taking pictures like i promised myself i would bc i really like to and its so fun and i can't take photo this year so im going to make the best of the fall (cold :(..)and take pictures on my own. hmm yup.
i also want an itrip and jeans and a lot of clothes for christmas but it's a little to early to start thinking about that even though i already have a countdown going. 41 days. yup. im gonna make christmas awesome this year. and im going to apply at king kullen this week. lol w/e its a job, and it's easy, and it's by my house. yup. and ill save up money for christmas presents and be able to get people good stuff this year. it will be goooooooooood.
lately for some reason i have been thinking about college a lot, i think its cause lauren is already doing a lot of work for college cause of soccer scholarships and sometimes i help her a lil bit and it scares me bc in one year im going to be applying to colleges and im probably going to regret taking school as such a joke right now so im gonna get down to business. really though, i mean it now. and even scarier, in like a year and a half.. maybe a bit more, were all going to be peacing out for college. i know mostgirlsmy age want to go to school and get away from everything and be on their own and start something new but im scared to death and i like things just the way they are and i know the people who mean a lot will stick around but blah. i think im almost positive i want to go to school in the city. and i would really like to go to a good school. i want to go to nyu but someone told me the housing is madgay, and yea i don't know. im going to start looking into stuff. im gonna go for psych i think. maybe. i have more ideas about whawt i want to do but i can't get them out of my head. w/e i don't have to figure it out yet. i want to work with people though.
or how cool would it be to work for a magazine somehow. i dont know theres soo many things i want to do, and im definitely doing something fun that makes me happy.
i am rambling to the maximum capacity today. for the last 2 weeks i have done nothing but think nonstop. its annoying. and this helps i think a little.
today after school im gonna clean my room its gross. it's not like unorganized its just like acutally dirty. so ill get a vacuum and windex and sutff and scrub it down.
yup. there's close to 20 minutes left in this period. last night i downloaded the most recent boys night out cd i don't know when it came out but w/e i love it. the song "relapsing" is i think my favorite song at the moment.. its so good. that and "the words 'best friend' become redefined" by chiodos. 2 really good songs. listen to them. listen to them while you're drinking tea reading second helpings in your bed. oh boy that is definitely what i am doing after school today. after i clean my room, that is. i wish i could listen to my ipod right now but that isn't going to happen with this sub.
i used to never admit when i liked boys and deny it and stuff, and then i stopped. and i learned that i probably did that bc i fall really hard really fast. so im going to stop immediately and go back to my old ways of denial.
i have to start driving lol. im too scared bc my parents' cars are huge and i can;t turn. i seriously can not turn the automobile. AH.
i want to have a good talk with someone new, someone who i have like never had a heart to heart with. someone who will honestly open up to me and talk to me, but also listen to me. and someone who will give me another perspective on things. i would like that a lot. if anyone's up for that i/m me.
yup dkjsdlkf i guess i should end this. nobody will read it. but WHATevaVevaVEA byweBYEbyeByebYEbyeBYebYE!