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Well it's been a while since i last wrote anything on here, but a lot has happened since then.
Last time i posted, i had decided to give it another go with dave, that has very much changed now, we got in some pretty nasty public arguments, for some pretty dumb reasons. He insulted my maturity, and i insulted his manhood (proving my lack of maturity). We want it to work but we aren't willing to try and compromise, i love him very much, but i can't deal with other people or things getting him upset, and me having to deal with the consequences, maybe i would be more willing to learn to deal with it if he seemed more interested in making an effort himself. But why dwell on what is ineludible. We weren't meant to be.
I want to find someone that is interested in being in love, enough to make an attempt to not only find love but make it work too.
So now all his friends don't like me,(i could care less), and all my friend don't like him, which makes it difficult to even be just friends. He is a good guy and i am sure he will find the girl he deserves, she just won't be anything like me. I won't stop trying to be his friend cause we do have good times together, but i will stop loving him the way i do, the way no one will ever love him again. My way.
Now i am looking to meet some new people,(single boy's and girl's),and maybe a few new hangouts too. I changed my look again, i like dark hair better on me, i think it suits my personality, not that my hair wasn't dark it's just darker.
Last time i posted, i had decided to give it another go with dave, that has very much changed now, we got in some pretty nasty public arguments, for some pretty dumb reasons. He insulted my maturity, and i insulted his manhood (proving my lack of maturity). We want it to work but we aren't willing to try and compromise, i love him very much, but i can't deal with other people or things getting him upset, and me having to deal with the consequences, maybe i would be more willing to learn to deal with it if he seemed more interested in making an effort himself. But why dwell on what is ineludible. We weren't meant to be.
I want to find someone that is interested in being in love, enough to make an attempt to not only find love but make it work too.
So now all his friends don't like me,(i could care less), and all my friend don't like him, which makes it difficult to even be just friends. He is a good guy and i am sure he will find the girl he deserves, she just won't be anything like me. I won't stop trying to be his friend cause we do have good times together, but i will stop loving him the way i do, the way no one will ever love him again. My way.
Now i am looking to meet some new people,(single boy's and girl's),and maybe a few new hangouts too. I changed my look again, i like dark hair better on me, i think it suits my personality, not that my hair wasn't dark it's just darker.