sabotage
I have come to the conclusion that i am subconsciously sabotaging myself. I don't know if maybe i hate myself for reasons that i am in denial about, or if i just wont settle for simplicity, all i know is that i am constantly making destructive decisions toward myself, and no matter how much i try and make all the necessary precautions and make sure that what i'm doing is what i really want, i still end up unhappy. Is this even a valid complaint, or do i sound like an immature brat? Being confused and unaware is no longer exiting, it's just exhausting.
I'm ready for the part of my life where i start to understand and feel comfortable with myself.
I'm ready to find people whom i can rely on, no matter what situation i'm in.
I'm ready to drop the criticism and start being more constructive, forget appearances and everything that is irrelevant when we are no longer here......
I'm ready for the part of my life where i start to understand and feel comfortable with myself.
I'm ready to find people whom i can rely on, no matter what situation i'm in.
I'm ready to drop the criticism and start being more constructive, forget appearances and everything that is irrelevant when we are no longer here......