change is.....nice?

[allyjoe]

So tonight im at the peoples house who invited me to stay with them, and i was a little nervous at first, not anymore thought. They are really incredible people, im happy to be able to say i know these kind of people, i havent been able to find just honest pure hearted people like this very much, but i guess its just hard for anyone to find now a days. They have a great house, it reminds me of the house from charmed, heheheheh, i really like the old victorian houses, they just have a certain feel to them. I spent a lot of time growing up in a house kind of like this, my grandmas house in bolivia was like this house too. The wooden floors and boarders are beautiful. I went outside to have a smoke and it was all foggy and misty outside. The front porch of the house is great, it has the four stairs up to the door and a big front area where you can see the huge windows from floor to ceiling. Sitting out there in the dark was great, one of those moment that you know will just stick, and not just the scenery but the smell the feeling, it will all stay. Its almost like the beginning or end of a period in your life that when you look back on it you identify it with that one moment. Im just not sure if this is the start or end to something...either way i think i would be pleased at this point.
This place inspires me to read and do creative things, maybe its just that there is no tv here yet, but its kinda nice.
I still feel a little stressed about stuff, thats perfectly understandable i guess, just wish it would pass. Its funny how as we get older it seems it takes a little more time for it to go away, its a s if we have to slowly learn to become accustomed to being constantly stressed out, which is reasonable because the older we get the more things we have to worry about, the more responsibilities we deal with.