Bad day Good day

Nov 05, 2003 14:32

Yesterday at work i had a terrible day. I got my misfortune and everything i cant help thrown in my face by someone i thought had more decorum then that, but at the same time i always new that he was quite ordinary. Its funny when these spoiled privileged people that have had it easy their whole lives, try and make me feel bad about mine. I do know that everything he said was pretty much true,(the shitty apartment, lousy job) but i work extra hard to get the little i have and no matter how much he might think my life sucks, at least i know that i have more dignity then he will ever have, and that means something to me. I refuse to lower my morals and values to where his lay. It disgusts me to think that i even got involved with someone who is so proud of being selfish, how could i not see through his bad imitation of a decent person?
As if that wasn't bad enough i find out that i have 30 days to find a new place to live. This frustrates me the most cause it wasn't my fault, if it was then i would have no problem taking responsibility for my actions, but it was something i couldn't help. Since i moved in i made it a point to pay on time even if it meant being broke for the rest of the pay period, then all of a sudden my roommate ditches us without paying her half. Whats really fucked up is that not only do i have to find i new place to live, but i also have to pay her remaining half of the rent. Bad day until....
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