May 06, 2004 00:16
I leave in 3 days. I am nervous about going home for so many reasons. Right now I cant concretly say what i learned or what changed within me, but I now that something has changed and that I have learned a lot. I don't know how i am going to deal with people or deal with the situations that have changed back home that I am going to be thrusted back into to deal with in the next week. I am scared. I feel like I should know more about everything, but right now I got nothing. maybe I expect too much from myself, but it's scary!