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The only thing I want for my birthday, I can't have. I would give up almost anything to just have one more day with Remmy.
This birthday was the worst.. everyone was great. I just wasn't up for anything. I failed two quizzes and a test I had. I didn't feel like playing soccer at all.. I cried in school like ten times.
I feel like if I get a gift.. even though I probably won't, I won't be able to be happy...my mom kinda cleaned my room and gave me flowers...But through my eyes that just made me more sad. It was similar to a get well card or something. It made me much sadder.
I'm only celebrating with my mom...
so far, I absolutely HATE being 17.
This birthday was the worst.. everyone was great. I just wasn't up for anything. I failed two quizzes and a test I had. I didn't feel like playing soccer at all.. I cried in school like ten times.
I feel like if I get a gift.. even though I probably won't, I won't be able to be happy...my mom kinda cleaned my room and gave me flowers...But through my eyes that just made me more sad. It was similar to a get well card or something. It made me much sadder.
I'm only celebrating with my mom...
so far, I absolutely HATE being 17.