not good...ive been thinkin alot!

[allyfinsudberry]

i have been thinking alot. bout me as a person and my friends...weither some of them are good for me as a person. Do they make me someone im not or do they juss get on my nerves. I have realized that some of the pplz that i do call my friends either use me, are two faced to me, or juss hang with me when they have no one eles to hang with. I was talkin to with one of my friends that i know is a true friend, Danielle L. We were talkin and she has already proved to me that were real friends. She is someone i can talk to about anything and hang with and have fun and not worry bout doing something i might regret! ( SORRY DANI BOUT U KNOW WUT!). that is one true friend i have. Next year im thinkin im gonna have to cut some friends losse. not cuz i dont want them to be friends with me but cuz its wuts best for me. wut am i suppose to do when i know i have friends that says stuff behind my back and is cool to my face. Cut them out. easy clean and simple. Saves me alot of drama. im out to make my senior better for me than theses last three.

Boyfriends.....whooo hoo wut a subject... dont want one...atless not right now. i got other things to worry bout. I juss need to have fun enjoy my summer and my senior year. There is one guy i would marry right now if i could....but im jail bait for him but as soon as i hit 18 im at his house and that guy would be Hayden Christensen! they guy that played Anikian from star wars! WHOO! oh and the guy from Queen of the Damned but thats all! lol

Im gonna be so hott next year! im not sayin wut im all doing but yep i will be! and no im not gonna dye my hair blonde that was a joke! lol but yeah! ya'll will juss have to see!

im tired bye! allisoN!