UGH! im so isssed off!
i can only use on word to describe how i feel right now...pissed off.....pissed off the the highest level of pissivity. I wanted to go to beccas house to day and my MOM knew bout it but im so use to this...she said no at the last min. but thats ok. its fine got 1 more year and she expects me to stay her and go to college still locked down. HEX naw! after i hit 18 im movin into an apt. and if she wants to cut off the money shes payin for me for college go ahead then i guess i wont be goin to college...now mind u... im very upest right now so wutever im sayin is being said out of anger mkay lol i juss need to vent...rickys a bitch.....bitch...bitch...bitch....i will not ever go with that uncaring coldhearted bitch again! im glad it lasted 2dayz! cuz i couldnt stand it if hes talkin to MY FRIEND behind my back after we broke up then he prolly would have done it if we keep goin out. so u know wut... im fuckin done i dont want a bf.....im a senior bout to party as fuckin hard as a i can...juss friends maybe some with benfits but thats it! im done i dont want to be hurt again! so n e guyz that like me and wanna ask me out i suggest u dont cuz im juss gonna say no and its gonan hurt me cuz i hate makin guyz feel bad. oh yeah and this...this is not a lie...this is the truth...no boyfriends this summer. I need to worry bout work and working out. My senior year i will be banging so im gonna need to lose somemore weight and firm up so for homecomming im gonna have a shyt load of guyz askin me to go cuz i know im banging now but i want to be so fuckin hot that guyz will be droolin after me. actually i want either homecommin queen or prom queen! yessssssssss lol well im bout to go that thought made me feel better! if ricky calls my now he will ruin it so yeah have to go! ciao
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