and so I am alone and I miss you so

[allyear_round]

My lover left me exactly 24 hours ago and I miss him already. August just seems so far away and I do not know if I can make it until then without seeing him. I am really glad that he is home because I know that he missed his family and his friends and now he gets to see them. But at the same time, I wish he didn't have to live so far away. His parents invited me to stay at their house over the summer if I wanted to see him. However, it's a nine hour flight and I have never been on a flight that long before. I am worried that things will change so much over summer. What if he changes and he doesn't love me anymore. Or what if he falls in love with someone else. Or what if for whatever reason, he never returns. I am just so frustrated with these thoughts.
On brighter news, I got a job at the disney store (again) but I start when I come back from New York.
So, my freshmen year has ended now....
and hello summer...

Nay