One good turn deserves another - Part 8

Aug 09, 2011 18:54

One good turn deserves another - Part 8

“Sophie open the door” Sian yelled banging her fists on it, “Oh for gods sake” Sophie said opening the door, “What?” she asked crying and annoyed. Just then the balcony rail shook, “Sophie” Sian screamed grabbing her and pulling her back in to the bedroom as the rail fell to the garden below, followed by a large piece of concrete where Sophie had stood.

Sian’s breathing was fast as Sophie landed half on top of her half at the side of her, “Are you okay?” Sian breathed, Sophie looked at her then at her balcony, “Yeah, thanks how did you?” Sophie asked sitting up on the newly varnished floorboards, “T said something, I forgot to tell you”. Sophie frowned “Great not only do you deny me, but you nearly killed me”. Sian shot to her feet, “What I just saved you” she yelled hurt, “Well I wouldn’t have been out there if you hadn’t hurt me would I , it’s your fault this happened” Sophie yelled harshly.

“If that’s how you feel then I’ll just go shall I?” Sian said very angry, “Yeah do that, just keep walking about from me, from us but ya know what Sian you can’t walk from you, you like me and you know it just get over it”. Sian turned back to Sophie “I don’t like you, I don’t even know you, you’re just a woman who pays my wages and tries it on with every woman you see, I’m probably not special, I’m just one in a long line of whores” Sian screamed at her, “Get out” Sophie screamed louder, “Just fuck off, I don’t ever want to see your face again, why the hell did I think that I had fallen in love with you”. Sian’s anger faded “What?” she asked.

“Nothing, forget it, just get out Sian, leave me alone” Sophie cried standing up and running to another room, one which Tina had put a lock on. Sian stood motionless, for the second time that night she had hurt Sophie, and the more that she hurt her, the more that Sian began to realise that she loved her, what loved her no I can’t Sian thought, she replayed the nights events through her head, “Oh god I really have fallen in love with her” Sian cried.

Sophie rocked back and forth against the wall, tears streaming down her face washing her makeup away, “Fuck her” Sophie said aloud, “I hate her”, then she shook her head acknowledging that it wasn’t true, “I love her, god I wish I didn’t, but I do” she cried, a noise caught her attention, the door handle was being turned to no avail, the lock stayed in it’s place keeping Sophie isolated.

“Sophie, please open the door I’m sorry” Sian cried, “Too late, your apology means nothing now” Sophie called back, she heard a sigh then possibly footsteps walking away, she gently open the door and was thrown back by the force of it as Sian roughly pushed the door open.

“Fuck, shit” Sian said seeing Sophie lying on the floor holding her face, “I’m sorry I just wanted to see you” she whispered, “Well as you can see I’m right here on the floor, covered in dust with ouch, a cut lip, happy?” Sophie said sarcastically pulling a tissue from her pocket and wiping the blood of her face. “Happy, how can I be happy, this is all my fault, I denied you, screamed at you, nearly killed you and now hurt you physically, why on earth would that make me happy?” Sian cried, “Because you hate me” Sophie said sadly, Sian looked up, “Hate you, I love you..I don’t want to, but no that’s a lie I do want to , you make me feel happy and safe, I don’t know I can’t explain, but I know now that I am in love with you”.

Sophie smiled and winced, “Really?” she asked understanding that Sian had just laid her heart on the line, “I love you too, I didn’t want to after all I probably come on to every woman..” Sian walked over to her and helped her up, “Don’t I’m sorry, I was just scared of how you make me feel, but I’m not now” Sophie smiled “Are you sure?” she asked nearing her lips to Sian’s “I’m so sure” Sian breathed catching Sophie’s lips in a heated kiss.

“Ouch” Sophie cried, Sian moved her lips away and gently touched her cut, “I’m sorry” Sophie smiled “Me too, let’s start again” Sian nodded, “I’m Sian and I really wanna kiss you” Sophie laughed “I’m Sophie and I really want you to kiss me” Sian leant forwards again and kissed her, feelings of love overpowered hate for words that had been spoken, their kisses intensified, each holding on to the other as if the world was about to end.

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