-i DREAMED A DREAM THAT EVERYTHiNG WAS PERFECT-THEN YOU SPOKE AND POPPED MY DREAM BUBBLE-

[allycakez15]

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-well today was a useless day..i woke up felt like total shit went to Dennys ate breakfast..still felt like total shit. learned how to parrelle park, nd then went home. slept coz i still felt like such shit. came online..spent more useless time talking to useless people.-

-i still feel like shit. nd i have 2 go to school tomorrow. i just spent an hour str8en my hair nd yet its still not perfectly str8...interims r 2morrow. my grades r slipping. ugh-

-wensday i made double plans...boo on me.. im suposed 2 hang out w. a homeboy. nd i made plans to go to the fair with michelle and lots of other people..im prolly gonna go 2 the fair since theses plans were 2 weeks in advance.-

-so jared pickin me up 2morrow nd were wakin and bakin. thank god i havent smoked inso long a good joint is exactly what i need to get the juices flowing.-

*i deffinatly im dreading thursday.... just wen i start losing weight im going to eat it all back*i might just pull a skinny twit nd jam my finger down my throat thursday night*

i wonder if i will be able to see the silver lining in this dark cloud that came outa nowhere.... ugh.

HUGZ&KiSSES x0x0x BESiTOS