maybe if i just forget to breathe
i hate him. i hate everyone. i talk for hours and he doesnt hear a word. i try to open up my problems to him and all he is hears is useless ramblings. i cant be the girl he wants. i cant change anymore then i have. i fucking picked portlands culinary school for him and now where am i? broken hearted and stuck with a school i dont want to go to. i have cut my hair i spent so long to grow, i traded in my mountain bike for a road bike so we could ride together, i half-assed my college future and what do i get? i broken heart. hell, i could have saved a lot of money and my hair and kept the broken heart i already had. i love him but he hates me. i love him but i hate myself.
Things I've Learned About Life...
1. Happy endings are for fairy tales.
2. Love is a word that gets thrown around and can cause great pain.
3. Promises are meant to be broken.
4. People change.
5. Hopes and dreams are just wishful thinking.
6. You may find the person of your dreams but chances are they've already found theirs.
7. Never listen to anyone.
8. People kill people, not guns.
9. Life is never fair.
10. After all the bullshit is over, you die.
Things I've Learned About Life...
1. Happy endings are for fairy tales.
2. Love is a word that gets thrown around and can cause great pain.
3. Promises are meant to be broken.
4. People change.
5. Hopes and dreams are just wishful thinking.
6. You may find the person of your dreams but chances are they've already found theirs.
7. Never listen to anyone.
8. People kill people, not guns.
9. Life is never fair.
10. After all the bullshit is over, you die.