YIKES!
University is taking over my life. I barely have time to sleep let alone go online and update my LJ. I worry because I'm never online anymore and I feel so bad because I haven't spoken to you guys in SO LONG!!!
My birthday came and went. Nothing big really happened and I appreciated it. I hate attention so a small dinner with family was all I really wanted and needed. My parents gave me these savings bonds they bought for me when I was a child. It was kind of a neat gift. I mean, they were giving me all kinds of forms and things to show that I'm legally an adult now. It's kinda creepy.
I talk to Cathy about once a week. I wish it were more often but I just don't have the time. I know she gets frustrated with me but I'm trying to work on making time for therapy too and I feel bad calling her in London at 3AM her time which is 10PM my time. I am going to see her in March so that should be a lot of fun and will HOPEFULLY make up for my neglect as a best friend. I totally suck.
Tomorrow is actually my first ever univeristy final. irisamelia and I are currently studying over MSN and will meet in the library tomorrow with out friend Patricia to study for about 45min - 1hr before the test. *bites nails* I'm nervous even though I probably shouldn't be quite so worried. I just keep telling myself that by 9:15AM on Wednesday this freaking out about exams will all be over and I won't be able to change anything. I have a final every day until then...It's nerve wracking!!! I've had midterms and all that but this is different! Some of these finals are 40% - 60% of my grade! I've been working so hard. I have A's in everything right now but getting a C or even a B on a final could jepordize my GPA. I can't do that!
*sighs* OK, need to take a deep breath and get back to studying.
My birthday came and went. Nothing big really happened and I appreciated it. I hate attention so a small dinner with family was all I really wanted and needed. My parents gave me these savings bonds they bought for me when I was a child. It was kind of a neat gift. I mean, they were giving me all kinds of forms and things to show that I'm legally an adult now. It's kinda creepy.
I talk to Cathy about once a week. I wish it were more often but I just don't have the time. I know she gets frustrated with me but I'm trying to work on making time for therapy too and I feel bad calling her in London at 3AM her time which is 10PM my time. I am going to see her in March so that should be a lot of fun and will HOPEFULLY make up for my neglect as a best friend. I totally suck.
Tomorrow is actually my first ever univeristy final. irisamelia and I are currently studying over MSN and will meet in the library tomorrow with out friend Patricia to study for about 45min - 1hr before the test. *bites nails* I'm nervous even though I probably shouldn't be quite so worried. I just keep telling myself that by 9:15AM on Wednesday this freaking out about exams will all be over and I won't be able to change anything. I have a final every day until then...It's nerve wracking!!! I've had midterms and all that but this is different! Some of these finals are 40% - 60% of my grade! I've been working so hard. I have A's in everything right now but getting a C or even a B on a final could jepordize my GPA. I can't do that!
*sighs* OK, need to take a deep breath and get back to studying.