May 12, 2005 20:23
These past couple days have been so stressful.
It's so hard making a relationship work when ur 1500 miles away. It's working but its so hard. Our schedules are both just so busy and were both always so tired, I'ts hard to find time for each other. Esp when other people in the house need the phone and his comp is broken.. Oh i love him tho, and hes gonna be up in 16 days! :-D
Dance, Oh CityDance. Since when is it okay to just not go to class because you don't feel like going? I understand people have sports and thats great, I'm glad that people do other things. But sometimes it comes to a point where you have to make some sacarfices, with dress rehersal and recital so soon, and still there are numbers that arent done, or even started. Oh my, sometimes I so scared for myself.. I have people coming to this recital and I don't want it to suck.
I have to get all four of my wisdom teeth pulled. Yeah wicked cool. My teeth hurt because my mouth is so small and there is no room for them. I'm getting them out Memorial Day weekend which is the weekend My Michael comes up. :-) Thats kinda shitty tho because I'm just not gonna wanna do anything. And i'll have puffy cheeks. We have Pictures the thrusday after, but I should only be swollen for about four days. Friday - Monday. Man o Man
I've so completely done with school. Summer needs to get here asap. I cannot wait to go to Boston for three weeks! Three weeks of some serious dance training with people who can handle doind peite allegro and adgio is going to be amazing! It's kinda gonna give me a taste of what school there will be like. and thats where I want to go. I feel kinda bad, because I have my heart set on Boston Duck's dad really doesnt want him to leave him, and asked me to find a school a little bit closer, but honestly, Boston is just so much better, the school is amazing. I mean yeah I'll look, but if I can get into Boston Conservatory then I'm sorry but thats where I'm going.. <3
School is almost done I guess only 24 days not couting finals or weekends ((nicee)), which means Boston for 3 f-ing weeks!!, and after that I'm going to Florida for the rest of the summer. There is a dance studio right down the street from Duck and I think I wil take classes there for the summer. And I can go to the beach and just be outside all the time.. Oh man I think someone is going to be tanner than tan! 8-) I cannot wait!
<3 I love you :-*