A journey of me... Part 2
So continuing from yesterday, I am writing about the changes I've gone through in all these years I've had this livejournal. So this entails 5 years of my life and how I've transformed and changed and grew throughout them. Yesterday I wrote about from when I started my lj until the end of that year, which was 2004. Today, there's not much for 2005 so I'll cover it and 2006.
-2005
Well 2005 started off with a simple little phrase “Uff Da!.” Do you guys remember that? Man those were some times, on another note, did anyone even know that phrase had a wiki page? Hell, everything is on wikipedia now...
The next thing happening in that year was me stalking talking to David online. If you remember who David is, he is a guy who I crushed on throughout my high school years from freshman to senior and then a year or two after. I actually noted on this lj that I talked to David twice, once in March of 2005, and once again later in October of 2005. Funny how I had never talked to him face to face after freshman year, and never considered im-ing him on instant messenger until ”geranium_dreams” mentioned in 2005 she had a crush on him, then I got jealous and decided I should see if her remembered the memories I held about him forever. Well it all ended in me being hurt once more because he only remembered me in a bad light, oh well lol.
Shortly after talking to David in March I finished losing weight. I mentioned yesterday when I listed the happenings of 2004 that I started to lose weight in December of 2004. I weighed 190-195 lbs in December of 2004 and dropped to 130-135 lbs in March of 2005. To this day I have kept that weight off and to be honest I don't remember how my heavier self used to look, maybe it's a mental block, but I can't remember what I used to look like, I do remember what I used to wear and do though. At the present I weigh 138-140 and have kept this weight for quite some time, I'm also definitely much more muscular than when I first lost all that weight.
In April of 2005 I got up my courage to sort of ask a guy out for the first time. It was a guy I crushed on in my meteorology class named Michael, and I wasn't sure of his sexuality or rather I fooled myself that he was up in the air about it. If the present me was in my body back then easily I could tell Michael was a straight guy no doubt. However, what happened with this is I wrote Michael a note, telling him I liked him I didn't put down who it was from though. He confronted me about an gave me my first rejection and was pretty nice about it actually.
Later in April, there was the fun known as the “Dildo Song.” Which I'm sure a few of you remember “A dink, a dink in marvellous pink...” I looked up that song on youtube to recapture the memory and wow can't believe I couldn't remember what bad quality the video was.
In October of 2005 I got the Sims 2 as I was introduced to it by squeeferetto. I still play it from time to time, though I've yet to fully finish a legacy lol, but it is a fun game to play.
Throughout 2005 and some years before I created other ljs, linked to this one. Such as an lj used for writing down dreams I had: xmnemosyne (I soon stopped writing in it after it was made). spiramirabillis is still an lj in existence though it's been awhile since I wrote in it; its primary purpose was to write down poems and songs I made. Finally, ”sim_ple_life” is also an lj still in existence and I write things regarding my sims game in there, such as my legacies or stories.
I visited Virginia for the first time, just for the fun of it in 2005 as my friend rikuhayakawa lived there. I liked the trip though it was only for a day really, and we stayed in his mom's boyfriend at the time's trailer lol.
The last piece of 2005 was my discovery of another J-pop artist I like, Momoe Yamaguchi.
This ends 2005 of my lj.
-2006
In the beginning of 2006 I took my SAT. 4 hours of no fun, but they got me into college.
In February of 2006 I went on my first date with a guy. It was zeitakuknight's cousin Robert. I really enjoyed the date we had, it was pretty much everything I had wanted to ever happen to me on a date. We watched a movie together, albeit a very crappy one (Ultraviolet), then dined at an Asian restaurant, then shared an ice cream together, and ended the date by holding hands. I tried to make a relationship out of it, but it wasn't meant to be and he got carted off to juvenile detention for something I forget, and we never got to see each other anyways. I have seen him recently, this year actually and it's not really awkward, we don't talk nor reminisce about it lol, we've both moved on very far away from it haha. And I know I never want to go back.
Like in 2004, the adoption of Charmed characters by us 4, we adopted the Sex and the City characters. However, we didn't believe we were actually living lives so similar to those characters like we did with Charmed, we just called each other by the names was all.
rikuhayakawa was referred to as Samantha, for his good looks and ability to attract men like flies.
”ally_melchoir”, I was referred to as Carrie for my insight into things and often dead ends with men.
pruemelchoir was known as Miranda for her attitude and straight-forwardness.
tiffanynicolexo was our Charlotte, for her semblance to the character's naive and optimistic attitudes.
In April of 2006, my great-grandmother passed away, she was 83. I wasn't too phased about it, I guess I might have never grieved for her, and to this day she still doesn't feel dead to me. We were really close.
In early May of 2006, I'm sure many of you will remember this, but I got involved in people's problems where I shouldn't really, and berated the hell out of a friend, morbidxelegance. We made up soon after, but that was a crazy day lol.
Late May 2006, I graduated high school, with honours. Glad to have gotten my diploma.
After I graduated I went with rikuhayakawa and visited and stayed in Virginia for a month. It was interesting and fun, the mountains are beautiful there. He moved back to live with his boyfriend at the time when he brought me back down to Georgia in late June.
I discovered another J-pop artist I love in June of 2006, Naoko Kawai.
I had my second date with a guy in August of 2006. rikuhayakawa and his boyfriend introduced me to this guy, Chris. He was an okay person, but interested in me at first only for sex. I really couldn't stand him as he was very sarcastic guy and often made me feel that I was too young to know anything as I was 18 and he was 22 or 23.
I began my university in August of 2006, declaring at first a German major, we all know that changed over time.
I discovered a lot more of my favourite J-pop artists right after I began college, namely Yukiko Okada, Hiromi Iwasaki, Pink Lady, and Seiko Matsuda.
The last big mentionable thing of 2006. Was in September, I came down with mononucleosis (mono for short). I was never sure how I caught it, but I actually think it might have been from kissing Chris, and not from the water fountains at my school which is what I told everyone, but then again I couldn't be sure. Mono prevented me from going to AWA that year and also almost caused me to stop going to school for the rest of that semester if it got any worse. However, not attending AWA though it devastated me, I healed up that weekend I didn't go.
This ends 2006 of my lj.
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-2005
Well 2005 started off with a simple little phrase “Uff Da!.” Do you guys remember that? Man those were some times, on another note, did anyone even know that phrase had a wiki page? Hell, everything is on wikipedia now...
The next thing happening in that year was me stalking talking to David online. If you remember who David is, he is a guy who I crushed on throughout my high school years from freshman to senior and then a year or two after. I actually noted on this lj that I talked to David twice, once in March of 2005, and once again later in October of 2005. Funny how I had never talked to him face to face after freshman year, and never considered im-ing him on instant messenger until ”geranium_dreams” mentioned in 2005 she had a crush on him, then I got jealous and decided I should see if her remembered the memories I held about him forever. Well it all ended in me being hurt once more because he only remembered me in a bad light, oh well lol.
Shortly after talking to David in March I finished losing weight. I mentioned yesterday when I listed the happenings of 2004 that I started to lose weight in December of 2004. I weighed 190-195 lbs in December of 2004 and dropped to 130-135 lbs in March of 2005. To this day I have kept that weight off and to be honest I don't remember how my heavier self used to look, maybe it's a mental block, but I can't remember what I used to look like, I do remember what I used to wear and do though. At the present I weigh 138-140 and have kept this weight for quite some time, I'm also definitely much more muscular than when I first lost all that weight.
In April of 2005 I got up my courage to sort of ask a guy out for the first time. It was a guy I crushed on in my meteorology class named Michael, and I wasn't sure of his sexuality or rather I fooled myself that he was up in the air about it. If the present me was in my body back then easily I could tell Michael was a straight guy no doubt. However, what happened with this is I wrote Michael a note, telling him I liked him I didn't put down who it was from though. He confronted me about an gave me my first rejection and was pretty nice about it actually.
Later in April, there was the fun known as the “Dildo Song.” Which I'm sure a few of you remember “A dink, a dink in marvellous pink...” I looked up that song on youtube to recapture the memory and wow can't believe I couldn't remember what bad quality the video was.
In October of 2005 I got the Sims 2 as I was introduced to it by squeeferetto. I still play it from time to time, though I've yet to fully finish a legacy lol, but it is a fun game to play.
Throughout 2005 and some years before I created other ljs, linked to this one. Such as an lj used for writing down dreams I had: xmnemosyne (I soon stopped writing in it after it was made). spiramirabillis is still an lj in existence though it's been awhile since I wrote in it; its primary purpose was to write down poems and songs I made. Finally, ”sim_ple_life” is also an lj still in existence and I write things regarding my sims game in there, such as my legacies or stories.
I visited Virginia for the first time, just for the fun of it in 2005 as my friend rikuhayakawa lived there. I liked the trip though it was only for a day really, and we stayed in his mom's boyfriend at the time's trailer lol.
The last piece of 2005 was my discovery of another J-pop artist I like, Momoe Yamaguchi.
This ends 2005 of my lj.
-2006
In the beginning of 2006 I took my SAT. 4 hours of no fun, but they got me into college.
In February of 2006 I went on my first date with a guy. It was zeitakuknight's cousin Robert. I really enjoyed the date we had, it was pretty much everything I had wanted to ever happen to me on a date. We watched a movie together, albeit a very crappy one (Ultraviolet), then dined at an Asian restaurant, then shared an ice cream together, and ended the date by holding hands. I tried to make a relationship out of it, but it wasn't meant to be and he got carted off to juvenile detention for something I forget, and we never got to see each other anyways. I have seen him recently, this year actually and it's not really awkward, we don't talk nor reminisce about it lol, we've both moved on very far away from it haha. And I know I never want to go back.
Like in 2004, the adoption of Charmed characters by us 4, we adopted the Sex and the City characters. However, we didn't believe we were actually living lives so similar to those characters like we did with Charmed, we just called each other by the names was all.
rikuhayakawa was referred to as Samantha, for his good looks and ability to attract men like flies.
”ally_melchoir”, I was referred to as Carrie for my insight into things and often dead ends with men.
pruemelchoir was known as Miranda for her attitude and straight-forwardness.
tiffanynicolexo was our Charlotte, for her semblance to the character's naive and optimistic attitudes.
In April of 2006, my great-grandmother passed away, she was 83. I wasn't too phased about it, I guess I might have never grieved for her, and to this day she still doesn't feel dead to me. We were really close.
In early May of 2006, I'm sure many of you will remember this, but I got involved in people's problems where I shouldn't really, and berated the hell out of a friend, morbidxelegance. We made up soon after, but that was a crazy day lol.
Late May 2006, I graduated high school, with honours. Glad to have gotten my diploma.
After I graduated I went with rikuhayakawa and visited and stayed in Virginia for a month. It was interesting and fun, the mountains are beautiful there. He moved back to live with his boyfriend at the time when he brought me back down to Georgia in late June.
I discovered another J-pop artist I love in June of 2006, Naoko Kawai.
I had my second date with a guy in August of 2006. rikuhayakawa and his boyfriend introduced me to this guy, Chris. He was an okay person, but interested in me at first only for sex. I really couldn't stand him as he was very sarcastic guy and often made me feel that I was too young to know anything as I was 18 and he was 22 or 23.
I began my university in August of 2006, declaring at first a German major, we all know that changed over time.
I discovered a lot more of my favourite J-pop artists right after I began college, namely Yukiko Okada, Hiromi Iwasaki, Pink Lady, and Seiko Matsuda.
The last big mentionable thing of 2006. Was in September, I came down with mononucleosis (mono for short). I was never sure how I caught it, but I actually think it might have been from kissing Chris, and not from the water fountains at my school which is what I told everyone, but then again I couldn't be sure. Mono prevented me from going to AWA that year and also almost caused me to stop going to school for the rest of that semester if it got any worse. However, not attending AWA though it devastated me, I healed up that weekend I didn't go.
This ends 2006 of my lj.
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