OnCe UpOn A TiMe iN A PeRfEcT wOrLd.....
Here's another one 4 u guys. Sorry but, it's not gonna be as long as the other one. My day was boring. I slept until 10:30, woke up, ate, got online, watched tv, updated, then started cleaning. I cleaned the whole house b4 my dad got home. He told me i did good work as usual. I did a lot of thinking 2day....mostly about "him" I wanna say I miss "him" but i'm not sure if i really do. Maybe i just miss the way things were between us. But u can't waste ur time thinking about what was or has been. I just gotta learn how 2 move on. But how do u let go of something that once consumed ur whole life?? I wish someone would tell me......
"He" tells me that i started obsessing. So he backed off. Pardon me for obsessing...i just wanted him to love me.
Sorry...
Sorry...
Sorry...
Sorry...
Sorry...
I hate that word..it's nothing but an excuse for people who hurt others. They think it's supposed 2 make everything all better. If i had a dollar for everytime i heard that word from "him" i would be a millionaire.
Okay, i'm done. I need 2 stop writing about "him" so much. I need 2 stop tHiNkiNg about "him" so much. We'll be friends again one day. It was 2 good b4..we can't just throw it away.
"I am heaven sent, don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted"