LoOkiNg ThRoUgH tHe fRaMe...
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OuR FiRsT dAy- Leslie introduced us @ a volleyball game. I didn't say much because i didn't know u. Later on we laughed cuz u thought i was older than u. Fee was being a bitch that day.
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tRiP tO WaL-MaRt- We were walking next 2 each other and i didn't know if it was you or not. I was trying on sunglasses and u kept staring at me in the mirror. I asked u what u were looking @ and u said nothing. In the CDs u laid ur head on my shoulder and told me u missed me. We hugged. Then my sis called and told me we had to go. U were gonna buy me those Starburst.
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3 AM- We were laughing and talking on the phone about everything. U took me 2 the rock in the desert. U said something was missing but u wouldn't tell me what. U named a star after me that night.
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FiRsT tRiP tO tHe MaLL- Me, You and Fee. We made a ton of inside jokes and laughed our butts off. It was cold outside and u let me wear ur jacket. Fee threw Cheetos @ us on the way there. We got ice cream on the way back, i was helping Randi w/ hers and later u told me u thought i would make a good mother. Fee was named "the old lady beater" U took ur CDs in the mall w/ u.
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SeCoNd tRiP tO ThE MaLL- Ur mom dropped u off. We reminisced on our old insiders and sat on "our bench" and underneath "the button tree" U gave me ur chain when Fee was in the bathroom.
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SoLo AnD eNsEmBLe- U were broken up w/ Shawna and I went w/ Fee 2 see u. U still hung around Shawna the whole time. Fee was being a bitch that day too because she had a huge crush on u.
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SePtEmBeR 4tH (ThE gReAtEsT dAy EvEr)- Yet another trip to the mall. Just me and you this time. I met ur mom, ur sis, Rhett, and Greg. We sat on a bench outside of Hot Topic and u drew something on my hand. U wouldn't tell me what it was though. On the way back from the mall ur mom had the air on high and u played with my hair while it blew around. After that we had hambugers @ Gregs. We watched the half of Duplex. Then u and i went outside. We stood on the 2nd floor railing looking @ the pool and the stars. You leaned in and gave me a hug. We stood there and held each other for a long time. I buried my face into ur chest and smelled you. After we let go, u held my hand. U ran ur thumb across mine and we talked. I thought "Dear God if i'm dreaming PLEASE don't wake me up". On the phone the next night u told me u were gonna kiss me but i wouldn't look up. I found out what was missing.
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PeRfOrMaNcE oF tHe ToWeR- I wasn't sure if you were coming. Sam told me b4 the show that Jennifer said 2 tell me u were here. After the show i talked 2 u for a little while. I gave u a hug, but u didn't hug me back. U were distant that night. My sis took a picture of us 2gether.
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CiCi'S- I didn't notice u when i first walked in. You followed me through the line and finally said something 2 me when i was getting ranch. U didn't eat much cuz u were staring @ me from across the room. When u left u turned around and tried 2 see me through the glass door.
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aLL tHe TiMeS i wEnT tO uR hOuSe @ niGhT- My dad drove me and we only got 2 talk 4 a little while cuz i was dropping things off or picking things up. I picked up my books one visit. U wrote me a note and stuck it in one of the books.
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aNoThEr LaTe niGhT pHoNe CoNvErSaTiOn- You told me u were going out w/ April and had been keeping it a secret 4 about 2 weeks. U listened 2 me cry and beg God 2 take me away cuz i didn't wanna live anymore. U didn't say a word.
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HoMe VoLLeYbaLL gAmE aGaiNsT GrAnDviEw- I met April. I called u and let her and Becca talk 2 u on my phone. U guys were in a fight cuz u cheated on her w/ Anna Marie.
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AwAy VoLLeYbaLL gAmE iN GrAnDviEw- U were supposed 2 come and watch me play but u never showed. I made u cookies but threw them away when i left.
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FoOtBaLL gAmE iN GrAnDviEw- I went on the Grandview side w/ Leslie and Jennifer during 3rd quater. April had her arms wrapped around u and we talked. I met Bon Bon and i showed u my slinkie. U told me u were going 2 see "Ray" with Bev and ur dad and invited me 2 go. We made arrangements that night on the phone.
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DaY aFtEr GaMe- U picked me up and we went 2 Subway. I didn't eat cuz i wasn't hungry. I dropped my phone in the trash and we had 2 dig it out. U wore my wristband. In one part of the movie u almost passed out. I rubbed ur arm and asked u if u were okay. After the movie in Virgin Records i ran my fingers through ur hair when we were waiting 4 ur dad 2 call. I bought u a Cheshire Cat pen @ Claire's. On the way to Don Pablo's we held hands. Ur dad was making u mad and i rubbed ur leg and told u to calm down. Ur family laughed @ me cuz i hadn't eaten all day and i was finally eating. U thought i was anorexic. On the way home i layed my head in ur lap and u played with my hair. I held your hand. I asked u if u wanted me 2 stop flirting and u said no.
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LaTe NiGhT pHoNe CoNvErSaTiOn- We hadn't talked for a week and a half. U told me u were gonna break up w/ April and how Sam had been helping u sort through ur problems. I told u u were gonna go out w/ Sam but u said u didn't know. U told me u were gonna try 2 stay single for a while.
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DaY aFtEr ChRiStMaS- I went 2 ur house and gave u ur trench coat. We hung out for a while and talked. U gave me a copy of my favorite poem by you and a short story u wrote. When my dad came 2 pick me up u gave me a hug and i kissed u before i walked out the door. I made an idiot of myself because the door was locked and i couldn't get it open.
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NeW yEaRs EvE (yOuR BiRtHdAy)- U invited me 2 ur party. I took Jess w/ me. Sam was there. I gave u 20 bucks 4 as a present. Jess was crushing on Dakota. I kept bugging u wanting 2 know if u wanted an electric or acoustic guitar. U wouldn't answer me.
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aFtEr Ur PaRtY- I went home and called u. Then i got online 2 talk 2 u. That's when u dropped the bomb about u and Sam and broke my heart AGAIN. The conversation went like this....
jester_of_sorrow (1:05:23 AM): oh hey i forgot to tell u ally
slinkiefreak13 (1:05:29 AM): tell me what?
jester_of_sorrow (1:05:34 AM): about sam
slinkiefreak13 (1:05:43 AM): oh no......
slinkiefreak13 (1:05:46 AM): what???
jester_of_sorrow (1:05:57 AM): oh no??
slinkiefreak13 (1:06:10 AM): what about Sam?
jester_of_sorrow (1:06:19 AM): wut did u oh no for??
slinkiefreak13 (1:06:43 AM): wrong box
slinkiefreak13 (1:06:49 AM): sorry
jester_of_sorrow (1:07:04 AM): i asked her out this morining
slinkiefreak13 (1:07:16 AM): what did she say?
jester_of_sorrow (1:07:32 AM): yes
That wasn't the wrong box. I meant 2 type that. I knew what was coming. I just wasn't prepared 4 it. I got offline and called u. I bitched u out and all u said was "sorry" and "i don't know what i did" Boy, what a great way 2 start off the new year.....
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mE- Alone in the dark