"LiE 2 mE.." sHe WiSpErEd "i LoVe YoU" iS aLL hE sAiD....
Well..once again it's been a while since i last updated. It's been almost a week. Life has been pretty good 2 me. I think about "him" less and less each day. I still have 2 see him one last time 2 get my stuff back though. N e whoodles...getting off that subject...school has been going alright. I'm passing all my classes w/ A's and B's. I seriously thought i was gonna fail Algebra and English but my exam grades brought my semester grade up thank God. Hm..let's see..what else? Ah yes, the play. I'm happy 2 say that it's finally coming 2gether and starting 2 actually look like a play. Racheal Bates finished the poster 4 our Carpe Diem billboard thing and it looks REALLY good. She's so talented. We finally found a wedding dress 4 me....actually it's an angel costume but it looks like a wedding dress nonetheless. I like it, it has these really long sleeves that like flare out @ the end. It's so cool. Since my character is so against getting married and everything i asked Mrs. D if i could have black fingernail polish 4 the show but she said no. I really think people are gonna like this show. It's a lot less dark than The Tower. Aww...The Tower...i miss that show :( We had so much fun during rehersals. The Tower was my first show i ever did. I will NEVER 4get it. I can't wait until February 2 find out if we made it 2 Nebraska!! I think it was Nebraska....something like that. I 4get lol.
N e wayz...Kara told me about this singer named Ben Folds and she said he was really good. So she let me borrow the CD and i burned a copy 4 me and listened 2 it all weekend. It's REALLY good. It's his live CD and he plays piano and sings. It has some really good songs on it. He kinda like Jason Mraz only he plays piano. I wanna get the rest of his CDs. I think he has like 3 or 4.
I got 2 talk 2 Coach D 2day. It was nice 2 catch up w/ her on what's going on in middle school. She's got a lot of juicy gossip lol. Unfortunately we didn't get 2 talk a whole lot cuz she was driving the bus and it was SO loud!! Plus i'm the 1st one off the bus.
Rehersal Wednesday and Thursday were really emotional. On Wednesday Kara came up w/ this game where u stand in a circle and do monologues and they can be about anything u want. Well i went 1st and did one about Mark. Then Kara went out there and did a funny one and after that things got kinda depressing. Toni did a really sad one, then Kara again, Zach did a funny one about a cat's mind, and i did one where i was trying 2 tell a story but i kept getting off subject and mixing things up to try and break the tension. Then Lito got out there and did one about how his mom is dying slowly each day and i just broke down. I had 2 walk out of the theatre and go 2 the bathroom cuz i was crying. I found out l8r from Chase that Lito went outside and was crying 2. It makes me sad 2 think about that because Lito is such a great kid. He's so happy and just being around him makes me smile. Then on Thursday Chase and Zach were sitting in the back row of the theatre talking so i went and joined them and a few minutes l8r Zach left so it was just me and Chase. We started talking about all kinds of stuff. We got on the subject of his xanga and he told me stories about his ex-girlfriend and all the shit she put him through. I felt so bad 4 him...i just wanted 2 put my arms around him and hold him but, i didn't. I don't know why....i guess i just wanted 2 let him keep talking so he could get it all out.
Well..i ran out of things 2 say lol. I'll prolly think of more stuff 2 write about l8r though so keep checking back. L8r days!!