Aug 07, 2005 23:23
i dont think i can do relationships really well.
I have the most amazing boyfriend ever, but i keep on pushing him away>im scared of all of this.
I dont know why i feel this way.
I just got to thinking about things, things in life and what i want out of life. I thought about the people i have met in the past and how i miss some of them so much.
ultimately i have to make a decision. I dont want to hurt Ro at all.