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Going crazy from boredom and needing to study my psych homework.
Karen's boyfriend carried my big tv up to the apartment for us! Now I get to watch my shows on a big screen, and I get to use subtitles! (it's not that I can't hear, I picked it up from living and watching movies with Amy and it kinda stuck)
I'm starting to think that some people just don't want to see me. You know how you keep trying to catch up with people, and then they have some reason (which may truely be legitimate) for not doing anything, say something like "We'll do something later" or "We really do have to get together when I'm not busy", and then just...don't follow through? I've already had my share of constantly trying to get ahold of a friend and then her not holding up her end of our "friendship", I don't care to have another episode of that.
Speaking of whom, I actually got a message the other day from said ex-friend who never made time for me even when I kept trying to call her and catch up with her. Evidently her newly-married status has created this urge to "patch things up". *sigh* I'm still trying to decide how I feel about that. I had the year from hell and she seemed that she couldn't have cared less. I can't express how much that hurt. I pulled through, thanks to Jess and Amy!, but that's not the point we're focusing on here. The point is that ongoing negative behavior begs for a response, and that response will seldom be positive. She treated me like I didn't exist any more, and now she wants to act like nothing happened. Long term abuse leaves scars, and our friendship took about 283,746,455,658,504 too many beatings.
I've discovered that I like Without a Trace and The Closer. So it would seem that I've got a thing for police and lawyer shows (I would say law and order shows, but I'm talking about the genre not the specific show)
I thought of two words that could describe my current mood, and lj doesn't list them as moods I can choose. I'm disappointed again!
Karen's boyfriend carried my big tv up to the apartment for us! Now I get to watch my shows on a big screen, and I get to use subtitles! (it's not that I can't hear, I picked it up from living and watching movies with Amy and it kinda stuck)
I'm starting to think that some people just don't want to see me. You know how you keep trying to catch up with people, and then they have some reason (which may truely be legitimate) for not doing anything, say something like "We'll do something later" or "We really do have to get together when I'm not busy", and then just...don't follow through? I've already had my share of constantly trying to get ahold of a friend and then her not holding up her end of our "friendship", I don't care to have another episode of that.
Speaking of whom, I actually got a message the other day from said ex-friend who never made time for me even when I kept trying to call her and catch up with her. Evidently her newly-married status has created this urge to "patch things up". *sigh* I'm still trying to decide how I feel about that. I had the year from hell and she seemed that she couldn't have cared less. I can't express how much that hurt. I pulled through, thanks to Jess and Amy!, but that's not the point we're focusing on here. The point is that ongoing negative behavior begs for a response, and that response will seldom be positive. She treated me like I didn't exist any more, and now she wants to act like nothing happened. Long term abuse leaves scars, and our friendship took about 283,746,455,658,504 too many beatings.
I've discovered that I like Without a Trace and The Closer. So it would seem that I've got a thing for police and lawyer shows (I would say law and order shows, but I'm talking about the genre not the specific show)
I thought of two words that could describe my current mood, and lj doesn't list them as moods I can choose. I'm disappointed again!