Apr 15, 2008 14:24
my brother is coming to my school next year. WHAT THE SHIT?!
i mean he seemed to like it and stuff i just...i'm worried he won't like it enough to want to stick around. i want him to be happy and have a good college experience...and while this school is what i was looking for, in terms of size and atmosphere and whatnot, i don't think it's what he really wants. but uha is the best option for him right now i guess, money-wise and academically.
holy fuck. i'm going to be in school with my brother again.
and i still can't accept that my little brother is graduating from high school...
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i don't want to go into it but i guess i really am through pretending that things are ever going to happen again with greg. i knew it all along but it hurts to finally be told it...
i don't want to give up hope...
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rob makes me feel so much better about my life. i can't believe i never saw it before...
this might go places? and even if it doesn't, it's amazing to have a shoulder to cry on, to know someone who i can talk about absolutely anything with, who i get along so well with...
i've been wrong in these matters before, but i think for once - for real - i might have stumbled into something good...
college,
crushes,
real life,
rob,
thoughts,
greg