Dec 27, 2005 16:04
well its been a while were to start things w/ craig is great i love him soooo much sometimes i dont open up to him and he gets upset w/ me then iam upset then i dont talk witch changes how i look at him he says iam looking at him diff and iam not i never want to leave him or lose him he told me on the phone that he feels that i was tryen to get rid of him and i dont want to i told him that but i feel like he might drop me and i feel like i dont live up to his expectations all the time and that upsets me alot cuz he is my world i am gonna tell him next time he brings it up that i feel upset sometimes cu i know i dont alaways live up to ur expectations and i dont want to lose u i love u w/ all my heart well i guess thats it i hope we r together forever he means sooooo much to me