*siiiiiigh*
Alex=majorly productive as of late.
Yeah, for once my summer seems to be looking productive, not particularly filled with wild times, but productive. I've already cleaned out my room and got rid of like 5 boxes of stuff and clothes that I no longer want. I went in for my interview for my internship at this ad. agency, and I am now the newest member of the Galasinni and Associates team; I start Monday. And I'm almost done with my 2nd book of the summer. I haven't seen any of my friends yet, but that's OK. I really only have a handful of them in Montgomery that I'd want to see anyway.
What I'm going to say may sound hypocritical, I don't really know. I suppose if you really want to, let me know. But I've got this friend, and as of late things haven't been going spectacularly for her. And of course I'm always there to listen, etc., but she acts as if she's the only one to ever experience what she's going through. Well guess what. It's not true. Plenty of people go through the same thing every day. But what makes it all worse is that one day I kind of told her that I've gone through it all too, and she was just like, "I know you've gone through it, but you've dealt with it longer. Therefore, it shouldn't hurt you as much." And yeah, everything she's dealing with, I have been dealing with for a much longer time, but that still doesn't make it any easier. I've just gotten good at making it look like it doesn't get to me, because I can't walk around with tears streaming down my face until the day this problem is resolved. And I'll continue to be there for this friend, but that last statement makes me not want to quite as much as before.
I had a great time the last few days up in Tuscaloosa. I got to see my English hottie in a swimsuit, which totally made my day (wow, I sound so 5th grade), and I made all A's and ONE SINGLE B+. So close to having all A's for an entire year. I also went to Jason's water party, and had shloads of fun. That is until Jenn left. I was upset about leaving Tuscaloosa before, but once one of my friends actually left, that made me really sad. And it was especially not good since it was Jenn. Don't get me wrong, I love all my girls. But Jenn and I bonded way much this past semester. I think it had a lot to do with being single and loud. Hopefully those 2 things are in no way, shape, or form connected.
Also, ran into another person at J. La's, and well, let's just say that some people do a great job at saying the wrong things at the wrong time. So in this case, this person pretty much always says the wrong thing!
A lot of times I find myself questioning past actions and regretting some of the things I've done. I know I shouldn't regret things, because I can't take it back, and there's no point in living in the past. But ya know, sometimes the past affects the present.
Alright, this post was way too long about 2 paragraphs ago. Time to hit it.
Yeah, for once my summer seems to be looking productive, not particularly filled with wild times, but productive. I've already cleaned out my room and got rid of like 5 boxes of stuff and clothes that I no longer want. I went in for my interview for my internship at this ad. agency, and I am now the newest member of the Galasinni and Associates team; I start Monday. And I'm almost done with my 2nd book of the summer. I haven't seen any of my friends yet, but that's OK. I really only have a handful of them in Montgomery that I'd want to see anyway.
What I'm going to say may sound hypocritical, I don't really know. I suppose if you really want to, let me know. But I've got this friend, and as of late things haven't been going spectacularly for her. And of course I'm always there to listen, etc., but she acts as if she's the only one to ever experience what she's going through. Well guess what. It's not true. Plenty of people go through the same thing every day. But what makes it all worse is that one day I kind of told her that I've gone through it all too, and she was just like, "I know you've gone through it, but you've dealt with it longer. Therefore, it shouldn't hurt you as much." And yeah, everything she's dealing with, I have been dealing with for a much longer time, but that still doesn't make it any easier. I've just gotten good at making it look like it doesn't get to me, because I can't walk around with tears streaming down my face until the day this problem is resolved. And I'll continue to be there for this friend, but that last statement makes me not want to quite as much as before.
I had a great time the last few days up in Tuscaloosa. I got to see my English hottie in a swimsuit, which totally made my day (wow, I sound so 5th grade), and I made all A's and ONE SINGLE B+. So close to having all A's for an entire year. I also went to Jason's water party, and had shloads of fun. That is until Jenn left. I was upset about leaving Tuscaloosa before, but once one of my friends actually left, that made me really sad. And it was especially not good since it was Jenn. Don't get me wrong, I love all my girls. But Jenn and I bonded way much this past semester. I think it had a lot to do with being single and loud. Hopefully those 2 things are in no way, shape, or form connected.
Also, ran into another person at J. La's, and well, let's just say that some people do a great job at saying the wrong things at the wrong time. So in this case, this person pretty much always says the wrong thing!
A lot of times I find myself questioning past actions and regretting some of the things I've done. I know I shouldn't regret things, because I can't take it back, and there's no point in living in the past. But ya know, sometimes the past affects the present.
Alright, this post was way too long about 2 paragraphs ago. Time to hit it.