don't be so scared its harder for me

Apr 05, 2006 09:48

'you're on and off
phase in, phase out
cross your heart
crash, burn and fall
under covers hide the change
so no one knows
just be careful who you tell
i really want to care when you say, "i'll change that"
i just don't feel a thing when you say,
"we'll get there, someday."'

i took an hour nap yesterday and felt like i lost 5 hours.

i woke today up not knowing what day it was.

everything is running together. this is by far the worst semester. the best i can do it take it one day at a time and hope for water bed happiness or something simple to remind me there's more to it than this.

countdowns:
9 days until alkaline trio/against me
**********24 days until squirt comes home***********
27 days until phantom planet if we can find the damn tickets
34 days until scrubs season 3 and my birthday
35 days until the last day of classes
37 days until canada
then silverbay, nyc, dc, cape cod.
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