Sep 07, 2005 20:50
i met two cool ryans today.
i was a fool to think i could ever meet anyone semi attractive outside that small window of boys names that aren't ryan,
or names that don't rhyme with it.
sometimes i still wonder what will ever come of that other one. the one i knew for 4 years and is a complete stranger to me now. oh, jawbreaker. you're musical diary of love affairs are a soundtrack to the most devistating 3 years of my life. ashtray monument, you are perfect.
looks like i'm hopeless.
"a life spent waiting in cement.
after all, it's not that bad.
i still have pictures.
i look back at all the things that we once did.
you said, "i love you."
i guess you did.
remember our life.
i did the dishes while you read out loud.
best friends, strangers now.
were our kids all we could call common ground."