Aug 14, 2005 22:47
i filled out an application at renaissance the other day and was hired on the spot. i told my boss and i'll be there with wynn, tyler and mckenna in the begining of september.
i've been working alot and it helps keep me semi-sane. but at night it kills me. every night. its like a hauntin ritual, among other rituals i have at night.
i bought my iTrip after work yesterday. i love it. then last night i hung out with wynn, mckenna, kakos and martha. it was nice to hang out with the seemingly forbidden crew. since i'll be working with them in a month anyway. and to finally meet aaron and martha. she's so cute. we drove around, went to friendly's swapped ipods, ect. it was a good night. it made me forget about things. then my ipod froze and i was sad, but i fixed it.
i spent the whole day doing nothing. it was nice. i dyed my hair. it was supposed to be mocha or chestnut but its black. its scary. but it'll fade. its not so bad straight. when i was rinsing it, it was bleeding purple and that brought back scary memories. watched magnolia. did laundry, read hemingway, and longed for something. *sigh*
mckenna rekindled my love for 'futures.' i remember not being able to listen to it for months and even with my current state, all the songs still relate.
this fucking sucks.
Confessional.
Tell your dirty little secret[s] in an anonymous comment[s].
It's good for the soul.
*stolen from carrie and suzie*