Aug 04, 2005 16:37
on my day off my parents took me to see the newport mansions. it was a cute trip. they are trying to spend time with me as much as they can before this year and a half goes by. looks like they think me going to umass is closer than i do. among others. it was nice. we saw rosecliff, the marble house, the tea house at the marble house, and the breakers. gorgeous. i'd live in one if i had to. i talked to kevin about it and we might just move into one. then he told me he and ted were on a mission to get me naked when we played strip texas hold em on my birthday. "on a mission like a jihad." clever.
i have discovered my thinking spot. and i love it. i also use it as a crying spot when i am being really emo. like the other night. nights are hard. they remind me of the past and then i get sad. its a lame cycle but its peaceful there.
working keeps my mind from thinking. and i'm working a lot.
baystate wants someone with experience so i think i might go for western mass hospital. they offer tuition reimbursment so i'll call them tomorrow after i get my pin numbers changed, my car inspected *which was supposed to happen last month* and my hair cut. yep. hair cut. horrible timing, what with the heat wave and all but work has ac and i need something new. i always go through a hair identity crisis after a major boy issue. funny. almost went blonde, chopped it all off, completely changed the style and i'll do it all again tomorrow.
other than that i'm a bitter little girl keeping her eyes open for anything worthwhile to come her way.