sappy entry :]
okay. so first. don't read this. this is going to be my sappy "aw" entry.
gotta do it with a list ;]
- tonight i decided that i really do love christopher. a lot.
- he makes me so happy.. all the time
- he actually wants to hang out with me and see me all the time. which i don't mind at all.
- i can totally be myself around him
- and i can tell he can be himself around me
- i realized today that i haven't done something in a pretty long time, since i've been together with him, and i guess that i'm over my "little problem". and i guess that makes me feel good too. maybe some people don't know what i'm talking about, but the ones that do, they'll be happy.
- tonight i fell asleep on him again when we were watching a movie, and i said we'll have to watch it again, and he said, well we have all summer, and i was like hgailhgj, then he was like, well longer then that, and i said hopefully, and he said of course baby.
- he makes me feel amazing. and i guess thats all that matters.
- its so amazing having a boy that seriously cares about you and will do anything he can for you and that wants to see you, even if its just to say hello.
- chris<3