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so its finals week, ya gotta love that. and that means that ill be at home in five days for a total of six horrible weeks. i hate going home more and more every time i go, and i have yet to explain this to my mom and she keeps asking me what the hell is wrong. but telling her why will only make things worse i think..i dunno..
i talked to justin today and he said his offer still stands for me to come live with him. in fact he said hed love me to. and id love to i think about it every day. and each day it sounds better and better, i mean cmon, its st louis. i just couldnt leave taylor the girl is my other half. no one gets me like she does. and itd be hard to make new friends in the city. although living in the city is all ive ever wanted and my mom actually thinks itd be a great idea. she told me the suburbs arent for me haha im fricken 19 and she tells me this, although shes right i think. and she said itd be good for me and its where i belong and that id be happier there. it was weird hearing her say those things. but it felt good, because for once i think she saw me..