Unloved 2:17 am 2-12-06
To me you are my everything
But it all feels so surreal
All I have is memories
And a chance meeting
To remind myself I'm not
Imagining everything
Late night conversations
Tempt my heart out of solitude
Only for it to retreat once more
For fear of rejection
I think I know you
But I know nothing
Of your real life
Feigning a seperate time with me
To take your mind off everyday
Guity Pleasures
Your sins of the flesh
Pushing away my otherwise unfaultering trust
Not knowing what's make-believe
You showed me chivalry
And broken promises at their best
They say ones like you are pathological
But I don't listen to fantasy
You're only busy or sleeping
Momentarily forgetting in my absence
3 hours past and no conversation
I wonder if you HAVE forgotten
As you have thrice before
Is this the fault of my readiness
My openness to let you in
But shield you from the truth
Is this what you're conveying
I'll never be anything more
Than a 5 hours phone conversation
When you're lonely and bored
I'm sleeping alone in my bed tonight
Unthought of,
Uncared for,
... and unloved.
But it all feels so surreal
All I have is memories
And a chance meeting
To remind myself I'm not
Imagining everything
Late night conversations
Tempt my heart out of solitude
Only for it to retreat once more
For fear of rejection
I think I know you
But I know nothing
Of your real life
Feigning a seperate time with me
To take your mind off everyday
Guity Pleasures
Your sins of the flesh
Pushing away my otherwise unfaultering trust
Not knowing what's make-believe
You showed me chivalry
And broken promises at their best
They say ones like you are pathological
But I don't listen to fantasy
You're only busy or sleeping
Momentarily forgetting in my absence
3 hours past and no conversation
I wonder if you HAVE forgotten
As you have thrice before
Is this the fault of my readiness
My openness to let you in
But shield you from the truth
Is this what you're conveying
I'll never be anything more
Than a 5 hours phone conversation
When you're lonely and bored
I'm sleeping alone in my bed tonight
Unthought of,
Uncared for,
... and unloved.