Jun 08, 2008 00:11
He found and took away my birth control. That son of a bitch...now at the end of the month I'll be in a world of pain and my acne will be back...even worse I can't make love to Dave anymore till we figure something else out...it's not so much the sex as it is the connection, being one with him...and because of his "religious views" he won't let me use it. It makes me so mad I want to cry. That they'd let their own daughter be in pain for the sake of their religious views...for the sake of homeopathy when homeopathy didn't work before I got on the damn birth control...that's just evil. The birth control worked! It stopped the pain! It got rid of my acne and yet they won't let me on it because apparently birth control is "against God". WHAT THE FUCK! How is that against God? It's not like I'm sleeping around with a ton of people, all I have is one partner and he and I are planning on getting married one day...it stops the pain, so how is what they're doing not against God? They're allowing their child to go through this pain for the sake of what they believe in....I could go on but I feel like crying. Just knowing that I won't be able to make love to Dave on my birthday (or for a while now) and that I'll be hurting from menstrual cramps because of that fucking asshole makes me very sad.