It Could Be Worse But It Still Sucks
I don't even know where to start...but I keep on having really bad, busy days that just don't lighten up...either I'm jam packed with work from professors or classmates that I have no time for studying or myself or bad things keep on happening all day and I never get any work done.
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Woke up at 9:26 for my 9:30 class, so I missed that and not only is it the class I like but it's the hardest one I have now. I got a 82.5 on an exam I worked hard for (goodbye A...I was so close). I got an exam from Hell from my Myth and Folklore class that is all identifications of who did what and even two or three line clippings from a tale that we have to identify due Monday. I went to my presentation today and if not for David I would have dropped the ball because it's been forever since I've presented anything and I started to get really bad stage fright...so if not for his help I wouldn't have been able to finish. I figure I'll get in my car and leave campus for a break from it all, and I walk outside to get to my car and it's raining, not to mention freezing cold...I get in the car to turn it on and it won't go on. I call my father and he said that the battery may be dead...great, so now I can't get off campus to even relax in a bookstore, the place I like to go to destress. I get back into the dorm and think maybe a hot shower will make me feel better, so I take one for I don't know how long. When I come back I expected to find the door unlocked, the way I left it, but apparently Margaret came back and like the idiot I am I didn't leave a note to let her know I was in the shower...so she locked it and I was standing in front of my locked door waiting for Public Safety to unlock the door for about twenty minutes...Then I missed my group meeting for my other project which was today around the same time I was locked out and I was informed I have to have my end of the project ready to go by tomorrow (haven't really done it yet) ...I can't even find someone to help me out on Saturday with the data for the Academic Festival and I have so much data I need to collect...I want to tell Prof. Tong I can't do it but it HAS TO BE DONE...no if, ands or buts...
When I realized all this work I have to do and all the studying I have to catch up on I just sat here crying...how much can people expect of me? My partner for the salmonella project didn't even check on the salmonella to see if it grew as far as I know, I had to...I can't keep doing this, I'm working myself to death but there's NO ONE ELSE who I know of that is willing to do it...haha, how bad is that...I know that what I'm doing is bad but I still do it anyway...not like I can really stop without risking my grades or my work...so I'm stuck...
I can't sit here and cry, that's pity and I don't like that stuff all that much...but I wish that I had someone to help me with this work load...I still have to identify my unknown bacteria, get ready for the Festival, a few lab reports, an essay or two...and so much more...I really want these bad days to go away...now...
Want an example? Here's one:
Woke up at 9:26 for my 9:30 class, so I missed that and not only is it the class I like but it's the hardest one I have now. I got a 82.5 on an exam I worked hard for (goodbye A...I was so close). I got an exam from Hell from my Myth and Folklore class that is all identifications of who did what and even two or three line clippings from a tale that we have to identify due Monday. I went to my presentation today and if not for David I would have dropped the ball because it's been forever since I've presented anything and I started to get really bad stage fright...so if not for his help I wouldn't have been able to finish. I figure I'll get in my car and leave campus for a break from it all, and I walk outside to get to my car and it's raining, not to mention freezing cold...I get in the car to turn it on and it won't go on. I call my father and he said that the battery may be dead...great, so now I can't get off campus to even relax in a bookstore, the place I like to go to destress. I get back into the dorm and think maybe a hot shower will make me feel better, so I take one for I don't know how long. When I come back I expected to find the door unlocked, the way I left it, but apparently Margaret came back and like the idiot I am I didn't leave a note to let her know I was in the shower...so she locked it and I was standing in front of my locked door waiting for Public Safety to unlock the door for about twenty minutes...Then I missed my group meeting for my other project which was today around the same time I was locked out and I was informed I have to have my end of the project ready to go by tomorrow (haven't really done it yet) ...I can't even find someone to help me out on Saturday with the data for the Academic Festival and I have so much data I need to collect...I want to tell Prof. Tong I can't do it but it HAS TO BE DONE...no if, ands or buts...
When I realized all this work I have to do and all the studying I have to catch up on I just sat here crying...how much can people expect of me? My partner for the salmonella project didn't even check on the salmonella to see if it grew as far as I know, I had to...I can't keep doing this, I'm working myself to death but there's NO ONE ELSE who I know of that is willing to do it...haha, how bad is that...I know that what I'm doing is bad but I still do it anyway...not like I can really stop without risking my grades or my work...so I'm stuck...
I can't sit here and cry, that's pity and I don't like that stuff all that much...but I wish that I had someone to help me with this work load...I still have to identify my unknown bacteria, get ready for the Festival, a few lab reports, an essay or two...and so much more...I really want these bad days to go away...now...