Comments | allweneedistime: 3; sorting through the rubble and debris of a broken heart

allweneedistime

3; sorting through the rubble and debris of a broken heart

Aug 03, 2006 15:51

Spurned on by my character's bitchy/blah mood, I have decided it's time that I address a few things. My therapist continues to tell me that hiding my thoughts and feelings is not a good thing- and I found it kind of funny that today I finally realized I've been using Tracey as a means of getting out my own experiences without actually saying that I ( Read more... )

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praecaveo August 3 2006, 23:24:03 UTC

I know this is going to help much but I feel you.

Terribly so. I know exactly what you mean...although I believe I've always been like this. I don't think there is an old me. This is what I've become.

And I also BELIEVE I don't give a crap about what people say, but it's just a defense.

Heh.

allweneedistime August 4 2006, 23:49:48 UTC

I give too much of a crap sometimes lol. If someone says I'm annoying, I think I'm annoying. If someone says I suck, then I think I suck. If someone says I'm awesome, I think I'm awesome. And then I get mad for being such a push-over lol.

<333

topi_9 August 4 2006, 02:11:11 UTC

i wish it was possible for me to wash away this hurt, this sadness you feel. And just have you feel free, free from this burden of your brother, your parents, and...your life. i know i can never say i know how you feel, but I can only imagine. I want a better life for you. I love ya

you are remarkable don't forget that. and that is who you are, a friend

allweneedistime August 4 2006, 23:50:18 UTC

awwww lyssa I love you and i miss you so so much <3333

colormeloved August 4 2006, 15:57:53 UTC

I don't really know how to say what I want to say in response to this. I feel like I'm going to have a Dr. Phil moment, but I'm afraid to do that for fear of coming off too blunt or harsh (the way he does at times ( ... )

allweneedistime August 4 2006, 23:48:37 UTC

It does help. Honestly, it does. And YAY for you telling me this stuff- you know I've been getting on your and everyone, including myself, no to shut up even if it seems stupid to you or you're afraid it might come out wrong :)

I'm really trying to work through all of this silly stuff- along with my family, my therapist, and my friends- and it helps to have someone who's going to give it to me Dr. Phil style ;) <333

I love you, Kelly. Muchly. Thanks.