guess what
Badank
No more secrets here Let's make it crystal clear Just tell me yes or no That's all I want to know You're supposed to be my friend Don't lie to me Just turn and walk away I could punch your fucking face You took it way way way too far You're not who I thought you are Tell me it's a joke Tell me you're kidding 'Cause I believed in you But now you have a lot to prove You're supposed to be my friend Don't lie to me Just turn and walk away I could punch your fucking face You took it way way way too far You're not who I thought you... If I don't know you (If I don't know you) Then I don't know anyone If I don't know you (If I don't know you) Then I don't know anyone Shock! Think carefully Before you speak Think carefully Before you speak... You've got one chance to come clean One more chance to come clean You've got one chance to come clean One more chance and then I'm leaving
Holy shnikees im tired.i should be asleep right now. and my head is telling me that too. and my body is kind in shock. i think partly from sleep and partly from...other changes. and this thing is being so retarded right now.
i hate you right now livejournal. i hate you.
Well when we were driving ot the hospital i kept falling asleep. and my mom was going brake crazy so my head was jerking and and it just stayed that way. then we got there and me and this like, 20 year old guy kept looking at each other. haha! then my mom rang this really loud bell and i went in some room and went pee. cuz i knew id have to. then i layed down and this guy was asking my questions and this lady was talking to me at the same time so i got all confused and kept ignoring the guy. then she told me that they werent gonna put that really hard to get off glue i was like "THANK THE HEAVENS!" but not really. just in my head. then i had to do these test and she told me to close my eyes and i fell asleep. but that was okay. and i had a weird dream. about greg. of all people. haha and then i woke up and my hair was so crazy. and i had to walk out of the hospital like that. it was so embarassing. then i fell asleep again i think. i dunno i dont remember. and then i came home and took a long shower and jumped into bed right after. except i had clothes on. and so it was 9:40 and my mom woke me up at 3:40. yessss. but it was soo frickin hot when i got up. goodness. so i straightened my hair and got ready and all that. i wore a skirt today. the first time since soccer season started. and my dad picked me up.
We went to subway and this stupid car of boys playing 95.5 really loud was smiling at me. i just shunned them and kept walking because i was tired and in no mood to shoo them away. and then we went back to his house. we were gonna walk to the store but i thought it was too cold. so i ate. ugh. i disgust myself. then i talked to spencer for a tiny bit and my dad made me watch survivor with him. then i talked to spencer again but i wanted to leave. so i went home. but when i was there i wanted a blanket and my dad told me to get the one on the couch, so i do. btu then i have to go the bathroom and i throw it on the floor.
me dad: now its gonna have hair everywhere.
me: your mom has hair everywhere.
O my gosh it was funny. hahahaha now im just sitting here talking to a buncha people. bored. and tired. very tired.
Tomorrow im going to lunch with my brother for his birthday and then brenna is coming over and we are gonna watch movies. goodness i love her so much. me and spencer have been going out 3 weeks officially.
Im gonna get ready for bed and sleep downstairs. its so much cooler down there. and hell, i might not get up till 10. ahah
OK for the last like.... 6 days i havent been able to hear very good out of my right ear. and i dont know why. but not it is making a "bump, bump" sound. like a heartbeat. but not fluent. my brain is so messed up.
Au Revoir