in the car
The radio leaves me searching for your star.
Today was a weirdo good day. last night i went to bed around 3 on the couch. and my mom slept over at pauls cuz she was drunk. lucky piece of crap.
She came home at 10:31 and woke me up. so i got up and got ready. and then took the dog f or a walk and came home. i didnt have like anything clean! i tried on 2 pants and like 8 freakin shirts. and i found one that i hadnt worn since july and put the dang thing on. then paul came and we went to find spencers house. they almost went the wrong way. i got em' on course.
So on the long ride to mount st. helens. see, i thought we were going to st. helens. so i told him that. yea whoops. so we start playing my music. spencer hates my music. all of it. i think its wonderful. and then we watched signs but didnt finish it. so we got there and we get out and go to the bahtroom. o my gosh people dont flush! first toilet a tampon, next some crap, the third tiolet finally was empty. haha. then we went on a bench and had some food. but then we took a walk around the trail. and we stopped and sat on this bench and gazed merrily at the mountain that was smoking. and the bench next to us, a man in a coat was laying down. it was so odd... and i thought i saw my mom but it wasnt her. just to let you know. and then the man left and we finally kissed and i hear an "ow!" and i look behind my shoulder and of course my moms there... but then she left. ; ) and then we had to leave cuz it was closing. we stopped and looked at elk. i liked them. spencer tried to convince me that the white stuff on the mountain was ash, and i did! but then he said it was snow. he also told me that space was blue... its not. then we finished the movie and pretty much did nothing. we were taking pictures with my camera and putting wrappers on a cd actualy. and it got dark quick. "are you nervous..." no i wasnt. and spencer teased me and UGH! god damn it. jesus. we were having an arm rest fight. he hit me in the head twice. i always DO get in abusive relashonships. haha then we dropped him off.
I got home and watched office space. haha i love that movie. i forgot how much i love it.and then i did laundry.
My cd player randomly works. it will say it has no batteries and then ill turn it on 10 hours later and it will. actually it says i dont have any battery now but its playing. um, whatever.
I think parents are really retarded. they make things so bad sometimes. sometimes i just cant stand my mom cuz she makes me feel so horrible and other times i love her so much. me and katie are moving in with tiffany.
Katie is my bestest friend in the world and you cant stop us! bitches.
Ill post the pictures eventually. my mom has had this stupid role of film for forever. theres a picture of me with sooooo much make up on. ill post that one too. haha o boy. i think ill take the camera and just take nothing pictures so we can develop them!
whoa. there is a white hair tie on my wrist and i dont know WHERE it came from. careepy.
Im gonna go put my clothes in the dryer and read and then sleep.
Au Revoir