wind me up
And make me crawl to you. tie me up until i come to you.
Ah today is weird.
So i couldnt sleep last night. i went to bed at 12:30. and i woke up at 6:35. and i shaved. and then i got ready. really fast. i hate my hair. its layered funny. i want to cut it really short. well maybe not really short. but a little bit above my shoulder. yah? anyways. i got there and i was in a good mood. and i talked to spencer and sutff. he won an ipod shuffler thing. its stupid. yes thats right. its stupid. and then i went to french. stepfanie wasnt there!! so i was partners with this girl. and i want her hair. so bad. its so perfect and short. i dont know her name though.
And in math kevin was very sad. he said he was tired but it was a lie. and ryan took my cell phone (jesus) cuz i forgot his cd case. but we had partners and i was with corey. for a change. he is so good at staring and not laughing. i wish i had his skill. and then jake was talking on my phone! and he got in trouble so she had to put it on my desk. so i asked mrs. rhee to not give it to them because it was mine and she got those angry eyes and said,
rhee: why did they have it?!
me: because ryan took it...
rhee: well where was it?
me: in my backpack.
rhee: ok. we'll deal with this.
She is such a drama queen. i didnt even care they took it, i just wanted it back. and so then she made them and me stay after and they had to apolijize to me. hahahhahahah. and i got it back too. then i went to lunch. and greg still wouldnt show me his hair. and then i ate. and i talked to cassie and things are good between us now. so then i was in an enthralled mood. hooray.
And in gym we had to do stadiums. i kept getting stuck behind slow people. and lance was behind me which made me really uncomfortable. lol. and then we got to play bad mitten. i am so bad. but spencers worse. haha. except i cant serve. and i hit him in the eye. o my gosh it was so funny. my stomach hurt from laughing. and i got one stuck in the basketball hoop.
Then after i got a drink of water and told spencer to come here and put my arms around him and tried to kiss him cuz i had water in my mouth and all over me. ahha and so i talk to him outside my ceramics class. then i walk in. dead, silence. everybody is looking at me. i look at the backtable. you can tell they were just talking about me. god i hate that! i didnt even do anything! im nice to them and i barely even talk in that class. god damn it. so i asked amanda what they said and all she said was, "well they were talking and then when you walked in they were all 'shhhh' and stopped talking." errrr! so i did nothing that period. i didnt have my sketchbook for half of it, so i couldnt draw my plate and i didnt have the requirments for it either. then at 2:30 i got to leave.
So me and my mom are in the waiting room and o my gosh we were so thirsty! so we asked glenna if they had water and we go in the little staff room thing and i get some warm pop. and then i see a dead fly in my cup. ew. and blah blah i told her my little drama. and for sure im going on them! yes god. its almost a done deal. as soon as pawlowalla says its okay.
Then after me and my mom got wendys. and i came home and took the dogs for a walk. i feel like i left something out. hm....i dunno.
I really wish i could tell you. a lot. but i dont think im ready. and im scared youll judge me on it. uuuugh i hate this. i hate keeping secrets. god damn it.
Tigardballa12: why am i crazy cause i've fallen for you
That was so cute. but i was trying to make a point. lol
And id like to say, greg. you are not ugly! im serious. you arent. and just because you dont have much hair left, doesnt mean all your friends are gonna leave you. lol. besides daniel. but not me! haha
Tonight i need to work out, take a shower, clean the mouse cage, write a health paper, draw, and watch one tree hill, the real world, and sweet 16. how will i find the time?
Au Revoir