Dec 07, 2005 15:28
What the fuck? How can a lot of people be mad at me when I barely even talk to anyone?! I am in so much confusion right now! What am I talking about? Well according to my roommate, a lot of people are mad at me. A lot of people as in just her? I don't know, but I assume that she is, although I must say that I have no freaking clue why! I decided to investigate this and the guys in which I chose to talk to have said that they have no clue either. They agree with me about the whole, I don't talk to enough people for anyone to be mad at me. They also agree that if she said it, that it might just be her. So I went further with my investigation and asked the girls that we hang with. One said that my roomie is mad at me and that we needed to talk, she wouldn't tell me why she's mad at me, but that was fine because I didn't ask that. Then another... well, it was some what amusing what she said. I asked if she knew by any chance if a lot of people were mad at me. She said, "Anybody as in...?" Of course I clarified that I already knew that my roomie is mad at me and so she was then like, "No, but a lot of people are wondering what's going on with you." What's going on with me? What the hell?! And then there were those same words again, a lot. So I asked what she meant by "a lot of people were wondering..." Her reply? I'm distance now. You of all people know me probably better than anyone else ever will, you know that I get like that sometimes. As far as I know, there is nothing wrong with that. Plus, I don't think that I have been distant with these people around here, actually let me restate that, I haven't been distant with these girls around here. It's just like high school all over again!! I didn't join the Navy to go back to high school, I joined the Navy to get a better life and have money for college! If I wanted to be back in high school, I would go back. But it is a little better here than it was in bootcamp where there was nothing but talk. Now all the talk is either completely true or completely wrong and everyone believes it. I swear, this is actually probably worse than high school ever was!!!!!!!!!!!!!I haven't done anything for anyone to be mad at me, except maybe my hanging out with a marine!