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Where should I start off? I guess the best place to start would be the situation with CJ. Yes, that is what the guy's name is. So I finally talked to him and guess what, everything that those girls were telling me was all lies. No, I wasn't just going to take his word for it so I asked Emily who happens to be one of his close friends here and who I also trust more than the other girls. When I talked to her about it she was shocked and said the the girls here are just vicious and that they will say anything about anyone or anything, most importantly, she confirmed that he wasn't lieing to me. That's a good thing because since last weekend I have been in a weird mood, especially if I saw him, but now that everything is straight and all, my mood has improved.
I have been told that I act differently around girls and guys. Have you ever noticed that? I mean, I don't like to think that I do, but I know that it is possible because I generally feel more comfortable around guys than I do girls. CJ first told me this today. Actually, he told me that I am a different person when I am around my roommate, Marian; he said that it's like he doesn't even know the person that I am whenever I am with her. It's not that bad is it? After I talked to Marian, she told me that she noticed it too, only she says that I act different when I am with him. It can't be all that bad, can it? I don't even realize that I act differently. Is it even something that I can fix? I don't know.
Tomorrow will be one of the happiest days I have in a long time. I will be allowed to wear civilian clothes again. You just don't know how exciting that can be! It's very exciting seeing as how I have worn a uniform for about two and a half months now. I will be so cute in my new clothes. Yes, I had to buy a new wardrobe considering that I had lost so much weight in the past two and a half months. I know, I know, it's pretty bad when someone gets as excited as marian and me just because we get to wear civilian clothes again.... it's actually a little pathetic. But anyway, until later..........................
I have been told that I act differently around girls and guys. Have you ever noticed that? I mean, I don't like to think that I do, but I know that it is possible because I generally feel more comfortable around guys than I do girls. CJ first told me this today. Actually, he told me that I am a different person when I am around my roommate, Marian; he said that it's like he doesn't even know the person that I am whenever I am with her. It's not that bad is it? After I talked to Marian, she told me that she noticed it too, only she says that I act different when I am with him. It can't be all that bad, can it? I don't even realize that I act differently. Is it even something that I can fix? I don't know.
Tomorrow will be one of the happiest days I have in a long time. I will be allowed to wear civilian clothes again. You just don't know how exciting that can be! It's very exciting seeing as how I have worn a uniform for about two and a half months now. I will be so cute in my new clothes. Yes, I had to buy a new wardrobe considering that I had lost so much weight in the past two and a half months. I know, I know, it's pretty bad when someone gets as excited as marian and me just because we get to wear civilian clothes again.... it's actually a little pathetic. But anyway, until later..........................