The Way I See You

Apr 19, 2004 00:00

Please believe me when I tell you how beautiful you are to me. I adore you so much, the feeling I get when I'm around you is undescrible. Please do not get offended when I lack the words to describe how you make me feel. How can I ever find a way to let you know how much I care for you? I fear I should never see that day pass.
I care about you so much it scares me. I'm so afraid that one day, I'll wake up from my dream to realize that I've fallen so deep in love with you that I will never return. I'm afraid to fall in love, there is my big secret. When I'm with you, I'm frealess and alive.

Don't leave me, I care all to much. I feel nervous because we just got off the phone and my head is racing with insane thoughts. Dark shadows haunt my dreams and vision. My optimistic mind is battling cruel winds that choke it and darken my eyes with blackened tears or regret.

Sometimes... I wonder how I got to this place, where nothing matters. Then I remember, that I took every step to get exactly where I am right now.

I miss you more than you'll understand. I miss seeing you carefree and smiling lightly. I pray that you're really okay when you say you are. Jeff, you're completely beautiful and I wish more than anything you could see the way I see you.
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