Jun 12, 2005 22:24
I don't know why I push people away sometimes.
I talk of living to the fullest and taking advantage of every single moment but then... I don't when the opportunity comes. I guess the idea seems easy but ideas are just that. I have this desire to meet somebody new and completely different than me... just to stir this boring routine.
I'm starting to see things a little different. How much of this matters? Are you really DOING anything, where are you going, what are you connected to? Do you make a difference of fit in somewhere in the back? Do you love? or are you in a daze of self-pitty???? ARE YOU ALIVE YET?
I feel
I love
Something new is happening.