Jan 03, 2005 23:41
its 2005 - it still feels like it should be like 94 or something, our generation is gonna sound super old when we say we were born in the 1980's to any young person when we are old.
so these last coulple of days have been a roller coaster with andy.which really isnt much of a change but this time it was different. he can go from the bottom to the top of my list and back down again in like one hour. it drives me crazy - but i love him and i can stop loving some one just cuz they make mistakes (ALOT!) something is different though its weird and i dont like it , we arent like we used to be - i hope it passes.
why does he have to occupy like 80 % of my thoughts , i want my brain back!
went to jennas on friday and partied it up for new years eve. it was fun. i like parties with not alot of people better. jennas house was pretty and me and andy got the guest room which was awesome, like staying at a hotel- i slept like a baby. we started drinking really early and it made the night gooo soo slow i though it was like 10 and it was only like 5! i was sad to see lindsay lohen on mtv not being her usual hot self. we had fun drunk times in the midget room with all the flies lol and jennas friends we really nice too. sat we went to breakfast and andy went to dutch wonderland, yeah even though it was closed and climbed to the top of the mountian - i thought he was gonna fall and die- it was reallly high up - hes crazy. and jenn broke her phone which really sucks. then we headed home . i didnt get to go see my chemical romance because of date/time misunderstanding but what ev, it would have been fun but the mood just wasnt right. fuck you to the white trash guy that lives by wawa near the mall- all your shit has been in your yard for like thousands of years and you want to charge $150 for an aquarium thats rediculous , high way robbery! and it is your fault we got stuck at wawa because andy's hooptie wouldnt start and we had to have my dad come and help him. then it wouldnt this morning either and had to jump it like 10 times and then him and my neighbor charlie resorted to duck taping something under the hood which made it work- exhibit! please pimp andys ride - its a must.
i kinda want to be a photography major now - ugg its too late to change now but i really miss photography . i really have a serious decision making problem
i saw chris at the mall today and me and my sister just comletely went the opposite way to avoid him . it was weird to get that feeling of anxiety from seeing him, its never happened before. but i really didnt want to see him when my sis pointed him out which is stupid and i should really care less and thought that i did until today. whatever he is out of my life and i want him to stay out .
bowler406, drop it like its hot . hehe no one will get this except andy and he wont see it but its ok
omg this is the longest entry i ever wrote i think.