damn you summer

May 26, 2004 22:19

i hate tv, there is nothing ever on, and summer is the worst. i need a job bad ! and i am not taking out my eye brow ring for any one, not for only 7 dollars an hour, no way. i miss being in my own apartment were i can walk around naked when ever i want to, and i miss having only to walk like 4 steps to get to my bathroom, and i miss andy being only 2 blocks away from andy.

today i got my hair died and cut, its really dark brown and looks pretty, i really like it. i feel refreshed every time i get my hair done, dont know why though. whenever i need a change in my life and nothing good is happening i have to get my hair changed some how.

i want pizza! right now!

i miss andy already, i just wish he was near by so that if i did need him i could just go over his place and see him.

i am so scared to drive in the rain now, i almost got in a car accident last night it was the scariest thing ever but luckily i didnt hit the car in front of me. i had to swurve off the road to avoid an accident and the i lost control in the rain and almost hit a fence. i got back on to the road right after but it shook me up so much that i went home and cried to my parents. it was weird ,it was the first time i cried in front of parents in the longest time.and i felt like a child again, i never let them know how i feel about anything, usually bottling it up in front of them is much easier then having to talk to them about anything.
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