insert poor expectations here...
maybe i'll never speak my feelings out loud for another person again. maybe i'll just keep them all bottled up and never let anyone know anything i'm thinking. oh, don't worry, i'll still make jokes and other witty banter. i'll just never whisper that i'm thinking about you to you over the phone. i'll never send text messages recounting how it felt to be wrapped in your arms. i'll just ignore it when you smile that way or make those playful comments to me. i can't blame it on you, you hardly knew what was going on. oh how i wish i could be a boy and oblivious. but instead i'm the girl biting her lip to hold back the tears.