Wake up.. It's Golden!
Life. One of those things that people so often say "sucks". Life is actually pretty great. Many times I find myself taking things for granted. Human nature, right? Yes! But it shouldn't be.
My parents split up when I was 12 or 13 years old. I remember that day very clearly. So, often times since I don't realize how lucky I am that they both still care about me and make sure I'm okay. Some people don't have that. Some people's parents don't want anything to do with them.
I often times feel alone. I get the feeling that I have no friends. When in reality, I have more friends than I can count. There are plenty of people that would do anything to be able to hang out. Except the majority of those people are in California (or other states) Thus, making me feel alone. I never give enough credit to the few amazing friends I have here. It's not fair to them.
And although my job pisses me off a lot, I should be thankful that I have a reliable full-time job. I know when I wake up that they're still going to be a company. I'm still going to have my job. I also know for a fact that every two weeks on Thursday, I get paid. No exceptions. It's not as bad as the jobs people I live with have to deal with.
Brice is probably the best thing to happen to me in the four years I've been here. I want nothing more than for the two of us to be happy and be at least somewhat successful. I want our dreams to mold together. I would be completely lost if anything were to happen to that. What we have is amazing. Something I thought I'd never have. I wouldn't give it away for anything. I just hope that he knows that. I hope that I'm not taking him for granted too.
Overall, I have everything pretty "together" if you will. It may not be what I hoped for and it may not be the very best that it can be. But nothing is really that bad. And I honestly haven't been this happy in a long time. Now, if only I could appriciate the things I have better.
It's life. A never ending puzzle. A work in progress from start to finish. Much like any artistic being, it will be altered and changed throughout it's existance in order to better itself. It's a piece of art that can only be what you, the artist, make of it yourself!
My parents split up when I was 12 or 13 years old. I remember that day very clearly. So, often times since I don't realize how lucky I am that they both still care about me and make sure I'm okay. Some people don't have that. Some people's parents don't want anything to do with them.
I often times feel alone. I get the feeling that I have no friends. When in reality, I have more friends than I can count. There are plenty of people that would do anything to be able to hang out. Except the majority of those people are in California (or other states) Thus, making me feel alone. I never give enough credit to the few amazing friends I have here. It's not fair to them.
And although my job pisses me off a lot, I should be thankful that I have a reliable full-time job. I know when I wake up that they're still going to be a company. I'm still going to have my job. I also know for a fact that every two weeks on Thursday, I get paid. No exceptions. It's not as bad as the jobs people I live with have to deal with.
Brice is probably the best thing to happen to me in the four years I've been here. I want nothing more than for the two of us to be happy and be at least somewhat successful. I want our dreams to mold together. I would be completely lost if anything were to happen to that. What we have is amazing. Something I thought I'd never have. I wouldn't give it away for anything. I just hope that he knows that. I hope that I'm not taking him for granted too.
Overall, I have everything pretty "together" if you will. It may not be what I hoped for and it may not be the very best that it can be. But nothing is really that bad. And I honestly haven't been this happy in a long time. Now, if only I could appriciate the things I have better.
It's life. A never ending puzzle. A work in progress from start to finish. Much like any artistic being, it will be altered and changed throughout it's existance in order to better itself. It's a piece of art that can only be what you, the artist, make of it yourself!