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Has it really come to this? I don't have anything interesting to write about ever. Nothing out of the ordinary happens, I don't really do anything too fun anymore and I guess nothing's even that terrible at this point.
I've been thinking a lot lately though. About a lot of things as usual. You know what I hate most about Iowa? It seems really hard to make true friends. When I was back home before I moved here, I had the same friends for years!! Sure, I made new friends and a few people would move or whatever. But for the most part the groups remained the same. However, in the last four years, I've had about ten different groups of friends. Randomly they all stop talking to me and find other stuff to do. It's really odd and I don't like it at all.
Right now, all I have is my two best friends that each live outta town. Much to far out of town to drive to on a regular basis. I work with one. But that's work we rarely get to hang out otherwise. Then, I have Brice. Don't get me wrong, my boyfriend is my very best friend. In fact, he's probably the greatest friend I've ever had in my life. However, I need other things to do besides hanging out with him.
My life has come to working, hanging out with the boyfriend and sitting in front of this computer. Sounds pretty boring to me. Not to mention I strongly dislike my job 99% of the time. But that's a whole different story for another day. One of these days, maybe I'll find something to do. Probably not while I'm living in Iowa though.
Gosh I'm such a whiney baby. I guess I'll just stop now. Get back to doing random stuff online, since even my friends online are all busy doing other stuff right now.
-sigh- I'm pathetic sometimes.
I've been thinking a lot lately though. About a lot of things as usual. You know what I hate most about Iowa? It seems really hard to make true friends. When I was back home before I moved here, I had the same friends for years!! Sure, I made new friends and a few people would move or whatever. But for the most part the groups remained the same. However, in the last four years, I've had about ten different groups of friends. Randomly they all stop talking to me and find other stuff to do. It's really odd and I don't like it at all.
Right now, all I have is my two best friends that each live outta town. Much to far out of town to drive to on a regular basis. I work with one. But that's work we rarely get to hang out otherwise. Then, I have Brice. Don't get me wrong, my boyfriend is my very best friend. In fact, he's probably the greatest friend I've ever had in my life. However, I need other things to do besides hanging out with him.
My life has come to working, hanging out with the boyfriend and sitting in front of this computer. Sounds pretty boring to me. Not to mention I strongly dislike my job 99% of the time. But that's a whole different story for another day. One of these days, maybe I'll find something to do. Probably not while I'm living in Iowa though.
Gosh I'm such a whiney baby. I guess I'll just stop now. Get back to doing random stuff online, since even my friends online are all busy doing other stuff right now.
-sigh- I'm pathetic sometimes.