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So, I'm using the handwriting recognition on my tablet right now. Just for the heck of it. It does take a rather long time, though.
Okay, typing now. That's better.
Hm. I'm not sure what to say on a journal that theoretically anyone could be reading, yet I tell myself no one is reading, when in reality it's possible that someone is reading this. Does that even make any sense? lasdjgfkhs;.
It's like, it's private and it's not. I mean, I could make it private, but I don't feel the need to when I'm not writing this thinking a bunch of people would see it anyway.
I'm just rambling now; I don't really know what I'm talking about. But when do I ever, hah |D;.
School is less stressful without AP World, but I need to decide if I'm going to take that AP test. I'd feel really bad, like a failure really or something, if I don't take it -- but then again, it costs $87 and will be REALLY DIFFICULT.
And I guess my dad's going to buy me a yearbook, which is also expensive ($75???).
So really I should just choose one buuuuut it's hard to decide u-u.
Well, I ended up making an A in the class anyway. And our teacher said that you need to score well in the test to get the weighted GPA, to some colleges. But since I made an A anyway, my unweighted GPA would still be 4.0 :U. As of now.
... then again. Before I think about what colleges are looking for, I should decide what kind of college I'm looking for. Psychology sounds interesting to study, but would I really be capable of having a career in that? orz;. Other choice is writing of some sort.. art would be extremely fun, but I dunno. Realism is rather difficult @_@. I need to practice more.
I do really want to be in AP Art, though, senior year. If they give me all of my requested classes next year, my schedule will be perfect and I'll be on the right track. If not ... that will be a pain.
It seems like I always end up talking about school here :U.
Ah well.
So I'm also supposed to write a memoir poem about an event I remember well enough to describe in enough detail and such. My problem is, I don't really care about most thingsss and bleh alsdfjghk. I mean, things I could actually describe. The most memorable things I think of are often online, oops. But I might end up writing about cosplaying or the anime convention.
I just hate writing about my own life for school assignments, really, rofl. It's the same every year. And I always despise it.
I'm -- actually, yeah, I'm pretty sure I could think of more interesting "real life" events. But I don't want to talk about them. So that's too bad :U.
Also I'm listening to Japanese music right now and I reallllllyyyy want to learn Japanese ;o;.
Like so bad ;aldgfjhkn.
Ugh, even when my mom was here, she was no help at all. She literally just told me to get a book and learn from that instead okay thanks.
I guess it's understandable, but still.
Uhhh yeah and my dad's not very helpful either. He's American, yeah, but he can speak a lot more Japanese than I can :U.
Anyway yep.
I need self perseverance or whatever the word is.
Although I did teach myself the Katakana :'D. The Hiragana I just kind of learned/forgot/re-learned multiple times and now I think I've got it locked in pretty well...
Huuurrrr rambles about curriculum-type subjects ALL THE TIME.
Since my life seems to consist of school + roleplaying.
And sleep will be thrown in sometimes.
Along with food.
And a bunch of doodling and writing and--
100% derping :'D.
I think I'm done talking now.
I'm not sure what the point of this entry was.
Just rambling a bit, I guess //le derp.
~Allure~
Okay, typing now. That's better.
Hm. I'm not sure what to say on a journal that theoretically anyone could be reading, yet I tell myself no one is reading, when in reality it's possible that someone is reading this. Does that even make any sense? lasdjgfkhs;.
It's like, it's private and it's not. I mean, I could make it private, but I don't feel the need to when I'm not writing this thinking a bunch of people would see it anyway.
I'm just rambling now; I don't really know what I'm talking about. But when do I ever, hah |D;.
School is less stressful without AP World, but I need to decide if I'm going to take that AP test. I'd feel really bad, like a failure really or something, if I don't take it -- but then again, it costs $87 and will be REALLY DIFFICULT.
And I guess my dad's going to buy me a yearbook, which is also expensive ($75???).
So really I should just choose one buuuuut it's hard to decide u-u.
Well, I ended up making an A in the class anyway. And our teacher said that you need to score well in the test to get the weighted GPA, to some colleges. But since I made an A anyway, my unweighted GPA would still be 4.0 :U. As of now.
... then again. Before I think about what colleges are looking for, I should decide what kind of college I'm looking for. Psychology sounds interesting to study, but would I really be capable of having a career in that? orz;. Other choice is writing of some sort.. art would be extremely fun, but I dunno. Realism is rather difficult @_@. I need to practice more.
I do really want to be in AP Art, though, senior year. If they give me all of my requested classes next year, my schedule will be perfect and I'll be on the right track. If not ... that will be a pain.
It seems like I always end up talking about school here :U.
Ah well.
So I'm also supposed to write a memoir poem about an event I remember well enough to describe in enough detail and such. My problem is, I don't really care about most thingsss and bleh alsdfjghk. I mean, things I could actually describe. The most memorable things I think of are often online, oops. But I might end up writing about cosplaying or the anime convention.
I just hate writing about my own life for school assignments, really, rofl. It's the same every year. And I always despise it.
I'm -- actually, yeah, I'm pretty sure I could think of more interesting "real life" events. But I don't want to talk about them. So that's too bad :U.
Also I'm listening to Japanese music right now and I reallllllyyyy want to learn Japanese ;o;.
Like so bad ;aldgfjhkn.
Ugh, even when my mom was here, she was no help at all. She literally just told me to get a book and learn from that instead okay thanks.
I guess it's understandable, but still.
Uhhh yeah and my dad's not very helpful either. He's American, yeah, but he can speak a lot more Japanese than I can :U.
Anyway yep.
I need self perseverance or whatever the word is.
Although I did teach myself the Katakana :'D. The Hiragana I just kind of learned/forgot/re-learned multiple times and now I think I've got it locked in pretty well...
Huuurrrr rambles about curriculum-type subjects ALL THE TIME.
Since my life seems to consist of school + roleplaying.
And sleep will be thrown in sometimes.
Along with food.
And a bunch of doodling and writing and--
100% derping :'D.
I think I'm done talking now.
I'm not sure what the point of this entry was.
Just rambling a bit, I guess //le derp.
~Allure~