You are Beautiful. Just a little time ago, your Tennis was, too.
Oh, Ana.
Guess everything I can do is to see helplessly how 'they' are destroying your career and, of course, drool over your preternatural beauty.
I...I don't want to complain about how my 2009 went. Everything was just..peRFect. Maybe the beginning of the year wasn't that great but, later, things changed in a way I could never imagine... I really do look at 2009 wishing I could come back in time and re-live everything again. This is not possible of course, and i'm feeling every single day so grateful for my many 2009 joy explosions ahahah... Also, I have to say I really had one entire year being perfect, with the 16th GS title in Australia...........OOOOH, did it really happen? :D I am still under shock for it! I'm not used to such happines jajaja :D Really, Roger, you make my life wonderful with everything that you are and I'll never say enough "thank you-s" for it. ♥
The thing is that, i'm also a crazy fan of a beautiful serbian girl who a LOOONG time ago was also a GREAT Tennis player...(very very long time ago...). A girl that...well...I don't know. I don't really know what is happening to her. I just know that they are making of her a new Anna Kournikova, what a shame!! Of course i cannot know what makes Ana happy, but in my opinion her talent is so wasted! And her team doesn't really matter about this, they are not working to solve her problems but they're only interested in letting her do all these wonderful photoshoots ._. She's becoming a model! She's not a Tennis player anymore or almost! I love her for everything she is but honestly i can't believe i just cheer on a doll...she wasn't that....she was an amazing young woman who got the # 1 spot maybe too early. I don't know, really, i am confused and I really suffer for this situation :S . I thought that after Wimbledon 2009 (where she left the court crying helplessly) things could be different..but..NOTHING...and then I keep on seeing these photoshoots instead of pratice pictures ç____ç I appreciate them, obviously, BUT..... :(
Are you telling me you won't love her anymore? Not cheer on her like crazy also at 3 AM in the morning? Turning off tv in desperate conditions and then smile again at the first pic of her you find in your books? No, you're not telling me that. Because you could never do those things. And this is Tennis. This is when you love someone. You may see a Champion's fall, you may be sure that things are not going to change (even if in the deepest part of you, your heart keeps on hoping for a miracle to happen), you may be sad, find yourself crying in the night in front of a television, but you just CAN'T STOP smiling, hoping, loving who you love, and be extremely supportive, ALWAYS. I can't say it's an easy job. With Roger's 2008, I cried so much that i seriously thought i finished tears xD. Nope, it's not easy, it's extremely hard, and also something you can't get used to... If your Champs is falling, you'll experience their same fall, helplessly, in a never ending whirl of hurting feelings. Everyday will be worse... it will be so worse that your one hope will be an early retirement, because you'll have enough to suffer everyday more, and more. You won't leave. And, sometimes, you might see a new rise. You stand all that suffering just waiting for that, indeed.. The day of the rise, you'll be there, always in front of the television, trying to prepare yourself to a new disappointement. Then, in a whirl of lights, things change, the phoenix start flying again and in a few seconds you are repaid of all the tears, all the suffering.. in the best cases. We all know that most of the stories don't have their happy ending. But, you know what? Thanks to Roger's greateness, today i feel strong enough to face disappointements and feel ready to start believing again. I don't know what awaits Ana, i just know that nothing in the world could take me away from being a crazy fan of her. Doesn't matter the total fail she is. Doesn' matter her stupid team. Doesn't matter her ugly boyfriends (well, well).
Dear Ana, I am yours. And...didn't you hear? I'll always be.
*music interlude*
C'mon, c'mon
I've been trying for hours now
Tried to see my way
'Cause they can say what they wanna
It doesn't matter 'cause I know
That you inspire me more than anyone I know
You're the One, you're the One, you're the One
You're the One, you're the One, you're the One ♪
Guess everything I can do is to see helplessly how 'they' are destroying your career and, of course, drool over your preternatural beauty.
I...I don't want to complain about how my 2009 went. Everything was just..peRFect. Maybe the beginning of the year wasn't that great but, later, things changed in a way I could never imagine... I really do look at 2009 wishing I could come back in time and re-live everything again. This is not possible of course, and i'm feeling every single day so grateful for my many 2009 joy explosions ahahah... Also, I have to say I really had one entire year being perfect, with the 16th GS title in Australia...........OOOOH, did it really happen? :D I am still under shock for it! I'm not used to such happines jajaja :D Really, Roger, you make my life wonderful with everything that you are and I'll never say enough "thank you-s" for it. ♥
The thing is that, i'm also a crazy fan of a beautiful serbian girl who a LOOONG time ago was also a GREAT Tennis player...(very very long time ago...). A girl that...well...I don't know. I don't really know what is happening to her. I just know that they are making of her a new Anna Kournikova, what a shame!! Of course i cannot know what makes Ana happy, but in my opinion her talent is so wasted! And her team doesn't really matter about this, they are not working to solve her problems but they're only interested in letting her do all these wonderful photoshoots ._. She's becoming a model! She's not a Tennis player anymore or almost! I love her for everything she is but honestly i can't believe i just cheer on a doll...she wasn't that....she was an amazing young woman who got the # 1 spot maybe too early. I don't know, really, i am confused and I really suffer for this situation :S . I thought that after Wimbledon 2009 (where she left the court crying helplessly) things could be different..but..NOTHING...and then I keep on seeing these photoshoots instead of pratice pictures ç____ç I appreciate them, obviously, BUT..... :(
Are you telling me you won't love her anymore? Not cheer on her like crazy also at 3 AM in the morning? Turning off tv in desperate conditions and then smile again at the first pic of her you find in your books? No, you're not telling me that. Because you could never do those things. And this is Tennis. This is when you love someone. You may see a Champion's fall, you may be sure that things are not going to change (even if in the deepest part of you, your heart keeps on hoping for a miracle to happen), you may be sad, find yourself crying in the night in front of a television, but you just CAN'T STOP smiling, hoping, loving who you love, and be extremely supportive, ALWAYS. I can't say it's an easy job. With Roger's 2008, I cried so much that i seriously thought i finished tears xD. Nope, it's not easy, it's extremely hard, and also something you can't get used to... If your Champs is falling, you'll experience their same fall, helplessly, in a never ending whirl of hurting feelings. Everyday will be worse... it will be so worse that your one hope will be an early retirement, because you'll have enough to suffer everyday more, and more. You won't leave. And, sometimes, you might see a new rise. You stand all that suffering just waiting for that, indeed.. The day of the rise, you'll be there, always in front of the television, trying to prepare yourself to a new disappointement. Then, in a whirl of lights, things change, the phoenix start flying again and in a few seconds you are repaid of all the tears, all the suffering.. in the best cases. We all know that most of the stories don't have their happy ending. But, you know what? Thanks to Roger's greateness, today i feel strong enough to face disappointements and feel ready to start believing again. I don't know what awaits Ana, i just know that nothing in the world could take me away from being a crazy fan of her. Doesn't matter the total fail she is. Doesn' matter her stupid team. Doesn't matter her ugly boyfriends (well, well).
Dear Ana, I am yours. And...didn't you hear? I'll always be.
Click to view*music interlude*
C'mon, c'mon
I've been trying for hours now
Tried to see my way
'Cause they can say what they wanna
It doesn't matter 'cause I know
That you inspire me more than anyone I know
You're the One, you're the One, you're the One
You're the One, you're the One, you're the One ♪