two shots of b-57s and celery
days are getting shorter,
thank goodness.
last week was really hard for me, as the minutes felt like forever and I had to endure the pain - all by myself.
i lay in bed for days scraping the wound with my bare hands,
getting the story straight and facing the truth.
the ambiguous future is now clear, i know where i'm going and how i'll be...
water - sweet
celery - bitter
two shots of b-57s - strong
all prescribed by self to go to bed without any more suffering
only a month ahead
and i'll be home
- no regrets now, but i know i will once i step on the airplane.
another reminder that kept me sour - eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, i gotta buy the dvd, such a beautiful movie.