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Title: think of you later {one}
Pairing: Jalex
Summary: this is see you later, i'm not into goodbyes.
Disclaimer: don't own~
A/N: i might carry this on.. not sure.
he woke up a little earlier this morning, feeling strangley empty, his eyes fluttered open lazily, eyelids feeling heavy, head pounding, he knew he'd pay the price for crying in the early morning hours, the 21 year old ran his hand through his brown matted hair letting out a shaky breath.
He'd only slept a few hours due to his tears, and he really didn't feel like doing anything today, not after the events he'd witnessed last night, remembering them made Alex's eyes sting and his heart felt like a hand was clenching and squeezing it. He tried to shake the memories away, but they wouldnt leave, he tried to swallow the lump in his throat as the scene replayed itslef in his head.
"alex bit his lip nervously, staring down at the flowers in his hand, he had no idea why he was nervous, it was only Jack, his boyfriend for 3 years now, alex laughed softly and opened the door to the bus, stepping inside. Jack had told Alex himself that the rest of the all time low crew had gone out to some bar in miami, where they were playing that week. So the singer took this as an oppertunity to surprise the older boy, after all, it had been a stressfull week. As alex walked towards the bunks where he predicted Jack would be, sleeping peacfully in his bunk, he heard a few muffled noises coming from Jack's bunk. Alex's brow furrowed in confusion as a lump formed in his throat.. god no.. the moans he was hearing wer'net Jacks. Without a second thought, Alex whipped back the red curtain hanging from the small space open, his heart sinking so low as his eyes widened. He shook his head fast, refusing to take in the picture he saw before him, the sight he didnt want to see, the sight of we the kings' lead singer Travis clark's hand tangled in Jack's hair, Jack's wide eyes as he lay between travis' legs. it was very clear to Alex what they had been doing. "g-get out!" alex choked out, sobs forming in his voice. Travis glanced at Jack with a horrified and humiliated expression painted on his face and with a nod, he grbaed his discared clothes and pushes pass alex, into the lounge and out of the bus. Jack couldn't bring himself to meet alex's eyes. yet alone speak. but when he did finally look up at alex, feeling like a complete dick, he saw alex's eyes shining with tears, his mouth open with a broken look on his face. "A-Alex.. baby.. i-it wasn't what it looked like.." Jack trailed off, feeling himself tense and tear up as alex snapped. "then wh-what the fuck was it Jack?! i can't believe you would do that to me.. w-with HIM!!" Alex was crying now, his hands balled up in fists. Jack really didn't know what to say, he just shook his head and ducked his head in shame. Alex looked at Jack with an angry yet delicate, hurt expression, throwing a bunch of flowers at him. "happy fucking year aniversarry, baby." with that, he turned around and climbed into his own bunk, crying harshly, trying to block out the sounds of Jacks sobs"
Alex looked blankly down at the bottom of his bunk, reaching and picking up two tatterd photographs, one of them being of Jack, when he was 15. Alex ran his thumb over the beauty of Jack's brown, intense eyes in the photo what was taken right after the first ever show they'd played, at some college party. the other photo Alex held was of both him and Jack, they were sitting togther on Jack's sofa, alex's limbs tangled in the other boys, jacks hand was sweeping alex's fringe from his face as they looked intently into eachother;s eyes. It took alex a while to realise he was crying. so he put the photos down and curled back in, praying for sleep to find him and pull him into a deep slumber, but that didn't happen.
Alexs head was filled of the images of travis and.. him. last night, he couldnt.. he wouldnt believe what he'd seen, Jack was meant to be Alex's.. alex and jack forever, that;s what Jack had told him and promised him the day they were 15, and shared sweet innocent kisses underneath the tree back home near the stream. But back then it wasn't serious, it was just 2 school boys exploring their feelings, what they didn't know was what the sweet precious touches, kisses and holding hands would turn into. Alex and Jack had always been close. since they were about 6. Jack was always there for alex, when he was only 14, alex lost his brother, Jack was there. the nights when alex couldnt handle it, when he couldnt sleep.. or the nightmares that came, he was there holding the boy close to him, soothing him and loving him like he was the most precious thing on earth, and to Jack, Alex did mean the world to him, he was basically the only one he had, they spent nearly every livning moment together.
Pairing: Jalex
Summary: this is see you later, i'm not into goodbyes.
Disclaimer: don't own~
A/N: i might carry this on.. not sure.
he woke up a little earlier this morning, feeling strangley empty, his eyes fluttered open lazily, eyelids feeling heavy, head pounding, he knew he'd pay the price for crying in the early morning hours, the 21 year old ran his hand through his brown matted hair letting out a shaky breath.
He'd only slept a few hours due to his tears, and he really didn't feel like doing anything today, not after the events he'd witnessed last night, remembering them made Alex's eyes sting and his heart felt like a hand was clenching and squeezing it. He tried to shake the memories away, but they wouldnt leave, he tried to swallow the lump in his throat as the scene replayed itslef in his head.
"alex bit his lip nervously, staring down at the flowers in his hand, he had no idea why he was nervous, it was only Jack, his boyfriend for 3 years now, alex laughed softly and opened the door to the bus, stepping inside. Jack had told Alex himself that the rest of the all time low crew had gone out to some bar in miami, where they were playing that week. So the singer took this as an oppertunity to surprise the older boy, after all, it had been a stressfull week. As alex walked towards the bunks where he predicted Jack would be, sleeping peacfully in his bunk, he heard a few muffled noises coming from Jack's bunk. Alex's brow furrowed in confusion as a lump formed in his throat.. god no.. the moans he was hearing wer'net Jacks. Without a second thought, Alex whipped back the red curtain hanging from the small space open, his heart sinking so low as his eyes widened. He shook his head fast, refusing to take in the picture he saw before him, the sight he didnt want to see, the sight of we the kings' lead singer Travis clark's hand tangled in Jack's hair, Jack's wide eyes as he lay between travis' legs. it was very clear to Alex what they had been doing. "g-get out!" alex choked out, sobs forming in his voice. Travis glanced at Jack with a horrified and humiliated expression painted on his face and with a nod, he grbaed his discared clothes and pushes pass alex, into the lounge and out of the bus. Jack couldn't bring himself to meet alex's eyes. yet alone speak. but when he did finally look up at alex, feeling like a complete dick, he saw alex's eyes shining with tears, his mouth open with a broken look on his face. "A-Alex.. baby.. i-it wasn't what it looked like.." Jack trailed off, feeling himself tense and tear up as alex snapped. "then wh-what the fuck was it Jack?! i can't believe you would do that to me.. w-with HIM!!" Alex was crying now, his hands balled up in fists. Jack really didn't know what to say, he just shook his head and ducked his head in shame. Alex looked at Jack with an angry yet delicate, hurt expression, throwing a bunch of flowers at him. "happy fucking year aniversarry, baby." with that, he turned around and climbed into his own bunk, crying harshly, trying to block out the sounds of Jacks sobs"
Alex looked blankly down at the bottom of his bunk, reaching and picking up two tatterd photographs, one of them being of Jack, when he was 15. Alex ran his thumb over the beauty of Jack's brown, intense eyes in the photo what was taken right after the first ever show they'd played, at some college party. the other photo Alex held was of both him and Jack, they were sitting togther on Jack's sofa, alex's limbs tangled in the other boys, jacks hand was sweeping alex's fringe from his face as they looked intently into eachother;s eyes. It took alex a while to realise he was crying. so he put the photos down and curled back in, praying for sleep to find him and pull him into a deep slumber, but that didn't happen.
Alexs head was filled of the images of travis and.. him. last night, he couldnt.. he wouldnt believe what he'd seen, Jack was meant to be Alex's.. alex and jack forever, that;s what Jack had told him and promised him the day they were 15, and shared sweet innocent kisses underneath the tree back home near the stream. But back then it wasn't serious, it was just 2 school boys exploring their feelings, what they didn't know was what the sweet precious touches, kisses and holding hands would turn into. Alex and Jack had always been close. since they were about 6. Jack was always there for alex, when he was only 14, alex lost his brother, Jack was there. the nights when alex couldnt handle it, when he couldnt sleep.. or the nightmares that came, he was there holding the boy close to him, soothing him and loving him like he was the most precious thing on earth, and to Jack, Alex did mean the world to him, he was basically the only one he had, they spent nearly every livning moment together.